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"Yes, I did. It was that day up the river. I was rather shy, as B and I
were the only girls who weren't grown up. But you talked to us both, and
were very nice. Oh, yes, Francis, I've always liked you."
"Well then, won't you try and love me a bit? I do love you, you know. If
I've kept a cool head about it, it's because I think that's the best
way, with a girl you're going to spend your life with--if you have the
luck--until you're quite certain she _is_ the girl you want. As a matter
of fact there's never been another with me. If I haven't come forward,
as they say in books, it hasn't been because I've ever thought about
anybody else."
It was all exactly as it should have been. _He_ had chosen with his head
too, and now his heart had stepped in just at the right time, to
corroborate his choice. And she did like him; there had never been
anything in him that she hadn't liked, since that first day when in all
his Leander smartness, among all the young men who had devoted
themselves to the young women of the party, he had been the one who had
made himself agreeable to the two half-fledged girls. She liked too his
saying that there had never been anybody else. The first statement that
he hadn't intended to marry just yet had chilled her a trifle, though
there had been nothing in it to conflict with her well-thought-out
theory.
"It's very nice of you to say that," she said. "I haven't thought about
anybody else either. We should both be glad of that afterwards, if we
did marry."
"Then you will say yes," he said eagerly, drawing suddenly a little
nearer to her.
She drew away quickly and instinctively, and rose from the seat. "Oh, I
haven't said so yet," she said. "I must think a lot about it first. But
thank you very much for asking me, Francis. It's very sweet of you. Now
I think we'd better be going in."
He rose too. She looked lovely standing there in the moonlight, in all
her virginal youth and grace. If he had put his arm round her, and
pleaded for his answer! His senses bade him take her, and keep her for
his own--the sweetest thing to him on God's earth at that moment. But he
wouldn't frighten her; he must wait until she was ready. Then, if she'd
give herself to him, he would be completely happy. By the use of his
brains he was becoming a very good financier, though still young. But it
is doubtful whether his brains guided him aright in this crisis of his
life.
"I'm very disappointed that you can't say yes now," he said, his voice
trembling a little. "I do love you, Caroline--awfully."
She liked him better at that moment than she had ever liked him before.
The man of the world, composed of native adaptability and careful
training, had given place to the pleading youth, who had need of her.
But she had no need of him, for the moment at least. "I _must_ think it
over, Francis," she said, almost pleading in her turn. "Don't let's be
in a hurry. We're both such sensible people."
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