London (England) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Love -- Fiction; Political fiction; Satire
He made no move. He did not even recover her sunshade, sprawling there
a mighty crimson thing among the crimson poppies and the pink. He could
not understand her tears; he only felt that she could not be indifferent
to him. There are only two sorts of tears; they never come from
indifference.
And then she seated herself on the bank and wiped her tears away with
her handkerchief. He saw how the sunlight was snared among the strands
of her hair. He had never known that it had that reddish gold tinge
among its masses of rich brown. It maddened him with its beauty; but
still he could not move. He had a feeling that it would be fatal for him
to make the least movement.
He had ample time to admire this newly-discovered charm of her hair,
for she did not look at him nor did she speak until several minutes had
passed.
Then she tossed from her the handkerchief that she had rolled into a
round mass, as a child flings its ball away, and the recklessness that
the act suggested was prolonged in her voice, as she said:
“What a fool I am! Why should I cry because I know that you love me
when I too know that I love you, and that whatever happens I shall marry
you--you--you--and not the man whom I promised to marry? What a fool!”
CHAPTER XXIV
He was beside her in a moment. An inarticulate sound of triumph had
come from him--the legacy of some carniverous ancestor coeval with Adam.
He was kissing her hands, and her face, and, when she bowed her head, he
kissed the shining beauty of her hair.
It had the taste of sunlight.
She did not take any great pains to prevent him. She did not at that
moment see that there was a particular need to do so. It seemed to her
so good to be kissed by him.
He had an impression that she kissed him back--once.
Then they looked into each other’s faces and laughed quite pleasantly.
“How funny, isn’t it?” she said, “you have not seen me more than a dozen
times.”
He was unable to see what was funny in the matter--that was why he
laughed very seriously, and whispered, “My beloved!” in her ear.
“My beloved,” he said again holding her hand close to him. “My beloved,
never say that I have not been seeing you all my life. From the time I
first knew what love meant I loved you--an ideal--I loved the Ideal that
was you. I wondered if I should ever meet you. I hoped that I should or
it would not have been worth my while to live. But I met you--you came
to me.”
“Yes, I have come to you,” she said. “But...”
“Ah, why should you introduce that note of discord?” he cried. “You said
something just now--something--I wonder if I heard it aright... Never
mind. This hour is mine, is it not?”
“I don’t know,” she said doubtfully. “You have made it yours, have you
not? Oh, yes it must be your hour--and mine--I suppose it must be mine
too--because I never felt so happy before; and I do not even let the
thought of--of--the other man come between us.”
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