Across the Plains, with Other Memories and EssaysStevenson, Robert Louis
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Across the Plains, with Other Memories and Essays
Stevenson, Robert Louis
Essays; Monterey (Calif.) -- Description and travel; West (U.S.) -- Description and travel
But his struggles were in vain; sooner or later the night-hag would have
him by the throat, and pluck him strangling and screaming, from his
sleep. His dreams were at times commonplace enough, at times very
strange, at times they were almost formless: he would be haunted, for
instance, by nothing more definite than a certain hue of brown, which he
did not mind in the least while he was awake, but feared and loathed
while he was dreaming; at times, again, they took on every detail of
circumstance, as when once he supposed he must swallow the populous
world, and awoke screaming with the horror of the thought. The two chief
troubles of his very narrow existence—the practical and everyday trouble
of school tasks and the ultimate and airy one of hell and judgment—were
often confounded together into one appalling nightmare. He seemed to
himself to stand before the Great White Throne; he was called on, poor
little devil, to recite some form of words, on which his destiny
depended; his tongue stuck, his memory was blank, hell gaped for him; and
he would awake, clinging to the curtain-rod with his knees to his chin.
These were extremely poor experiences, on the whole; and at that time of
life my dreamer would have very willingly parted with his power of
dreams. But presently, in the course of his growth, the cries and
physical contortions passed away, seemingly for ever; his visions were
still for the most part miserable, but they were more constantly
supported; and he would awake with no more extreme symptom than a flying
heart, a freezing scalp, cold sweats, and the speechless midnight fear.
His dreams, too, as befitted a mind better stocked with particulars,
became more circumstantial, and had more the air and continuity of life.
The look of the world beginning to take hold on his attention, scenery
came to play a part in his sleeping as well as in his waking thoughts, so
that he would take long, uneventful journeys and see strange towns and
beautiful places as he lay in bed. And, what is more significant, an odd
taste that he had for the Georgian costume and for stories laid in that
period of English history, began to rule the features of his dreams; so
that he masqueraded there in a three-cornered hat and was much engaged
with Jacobite conspiracy between the hour for bed and that for breakfast.
About the same time, he began to read in his dreams—tales, for the most
part, and for the most part after the manner of G. P. R. James, but so
incredibly more vivid and moving than any printed book, that he has ever
since been malcontent with literature.
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