English fiction -- 20th century; English poetry; Short stories, English
She was a fat woman in an apricot-coloured gown, with a heavily powdered
face, against which her black long-lashed eyes showed like currants
in dough. I was introduced to many fine ladies and gentlemen of those
parts. Magnificently appointed landaus and covered motors swept in and
out of the drive, and the air was gay with the merry outcries of the
tennis players.
As twilight drew on they all went away, and I was left alone with Mr.
and Mrs. M'Leod, while tall menservants and maidservants took away the
tennis and tea things. Miss M'Leod had walked a little down the drive
with a light-haired young man, who apparently knew everything about
every South American railway stock. He had told me at tea that these
were the days of financial specialisation.
“I think it went off beautifully, my dear,” said Mr. M'Leod to his wife;
and to me: “You feel all right now, ain't it? Of course you do.”
Mrs. M'Leod surged across the gravel. Her husband skipped nimbly before
her into the south verandah, turned a switch, and all Holmescroft was
flooded with light.
“You can do that from your room also,” he said as they went in. “There
is something in money, ain't it?”
Miss M'Leod came up behind me in the dusk. “We have not yet been
introduced,” she said, “but I suppose you are staying the night?”
“Your father was kind enough to ask me,” I replied.
She nodded. “Yes, I know; and you know too, don't you? I saw your face
when you came to shake hands with mamma. You felt the depression very
soon. It is simply frightful in that bedroom sometimes. What do you
think it is--bewitchment? In Greece, where I was a little girl, it might
have been; but not in England, do you think? Or do you?”
“Cheer up, Thea. It will all come right,” he insisted.
“No, papa.” She shook her dark head. “Nothing is right while it comes.”
“It is nothing that we ourselves have ever done in our lives that I
will swear to you,” said Mrs. M'Leod suddenly. “And we have changed our
servants several times. So we know it is not them.”
“Never mind. Let us enjoy ourselves while we can,” said Mr. M'Leod,
opening the champagne.
But we did not enjoy ourselves. The talk failed. There were long
silences.
“I beg your pardon,” I said, for I thought some one at my elbow was
about to speak.
“Ah! That is the other thing!” said Miss M'Leod. Her mother groaned.
We were silent again, and, in a few seconds it must have been, a live
grief beyond words--not ghostly dread or horror, but aching, helpless
grief--overwhelmed us, each, I felt, according to his or her nature,
and held steady like the beam of a burning glass. Behind that pain I was
conscious there was a desire on somebody's part to explain something on
which some tremendously important issue hung.
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