English fiction -- 20th century; English poetry; Short stories, English
“I've had a heavenly little nap,” he said, rubbing his eyes with the
backs of his hands like a child. “Good Lord! That's not their step!”
But it was. I had never before been privileged to see the Shadow
turned backward on the dial--the years ripped bodily off poor human
shoulders--old sunken eyes filled and alight--harsh lips moistened and
human.
“John,” Miss Mary called, “I know now. Aggie didn't do it!” and “She
didn't do it!” echoed Miss Mary, and giggled.
“I did not think it wrong to say a prayer,” Miss Mary continued. “Not
for her soul, but for our peace. Then I was convinced.”
“Then we got conviction,” the younger sister piped.
“We've misjudged poor Aggie, John. But I feel she knows now. Wherever
she is, she knows that we know she is guiltless.”
“Yes, she knows. I felt it too,” said Miss Elizabeth.
“I never doubted,” said John Baxter, whose face was beautiful at that
hour. “Not from the first. Never have!”
“You never offered me proof, John. Now, thank God, it will not be the
same any more. I can think henceforward of Aggie without sorrow.” She
tripped, absolutely tripped, across the hall. “What ideas these Jews
have of arranging furniture!” She spied me behind a big Cloisonnée vase.
“I've seen the window,” she said remotely. “You took a great risk in
advising me to undertake such a journey. However, as it turns out...
I forgive you, and I pray you may never know what mental anguish means!
Bessie! Look at this peculiar piano! Do you suppose, Doctor, these
people would offer one tea? I miss mine.”
“I will go and see,” I said, and explored M'Leod's new-built servants'
wing. It was in the servants' hall that I unearthed the M'Leod family,
bursting with anxiety.
“Tea for three, quick,” I said. “If you ask me any questions now,
I shall have a fit!” So Mrs. M'Leod got it, and I was butler, amid
murmured apologies from Baxter, still smiling and self-absorbed, and
the cold disapproval of Miss Mary, who thought the pattern of the china
vulgar. However, she ate well, and even asked me whether I would not
like a cup of tea for myself.
They went away in the twilight--the twilight that I had once feared.
They were going to an hotel in London to rest after the fatigues of the
day, and as their fly turned down the drive, I capered on the door step,
with the all-darkened house behind me.
Then I heard the uncertain feet of the M'Leods and bade them not to turn
on the lights, but to feel--to feel what I had done; for the Shadow was
gone, with the dumb desire in the air. They drew short, but afterwards
deeper, breaths, like bathers entering chill water, separated one from
the other, moved about the hall, tiptoed upstairs, raced down, and then
Miss M'Leod, and I believe her mother, though she denies this, embraced
me. I know M'Leod did.
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