Ada, the Betrayed; Or, The Murder at the Old Smithy. A Romance of PassionRymer, James Malcolm
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Ada, the Betrayed; Or, The Murder at the Old Smithy. A Romance of Passion
Rymer, James Malcolm
English fiction -- 19th century; Penny dreadfuls
She then, with a sweet smile, walked from the little dairy, and slowly
approached the house of Sir Francis Hartleton. She paused as she neared
it, and many anxious doubts and fears crossed her mind, concerning the
result of an interview with the magistrate; to whom Jacob Gray’s
mysterious bundle of papers was addressed, and above all, rose like a
spectre, the still clinging horrible supposition that Jacob Gray might
possibly be her father. She could not positively swear that he was not.
In defiance of all probability he might have spoken the truth.
She stood by the portico of the magistrate’s house, and her
irresolution increased each moment that she strove to reason with her
fears.
“Dare I,” she thought, “run this dreadful risk? Heaven knows what that
paper may contain which Gray sets such store by. Some awful history of
crime and suffering, perchance, which would bring him to a scaffold and
proclaim me the child of a murderer. Can I make conditions with the
magistrates? Can I say to him, I will direct you to a packet addressed
to yourself, containing, I know not what, which you can send a force,
if necessary, to possess yourself of, but which you must act upon only
so far as may be consistent with my feelings? Alas, no! I feel that
such would not be acceded to, and I am tortured by doubts and
anxieties—dreadful fears—Jacob Gray, what devil tempted you to raise so
dreadful a supposition in my mind that you might be my father? And yet
I do not, cannot believe you. No—but I doubt—ay doubt. There lies the
agony! The fearful irresolution that cramped my very soul—cripples my
exertions to be free, and makes me the unhappy, wretched thing I am.
No, I cannot yet betray thee to death, Jacob Gray, although you would
have taken my life, even while I slept unsuspectingly beneath your
roof, I cannot, dare not yet betray thee.”
Scarcely, in the confusion of other feelings, knowing whither she went,
she passed the door of Sir Francis Hartleton’s house, nor paused till
she found herself in the Bird Cage Walk, in St. James’s Park. It was
still very early, but the fine bracing morning had attracted many
pedestrians to the park, and the various walks were beginning to assume
a gay appearance, the fashionable hour of promenading being then much
earlier than it is at present.
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