Ada, the Betrayed; Or, The Murder at the Old Smithy. A Romance of PassionRymer, James Malcolm
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Ada, the Betrayed; Or, The Murder at the Old Smithy. A Romance of Passion
Rymer, James Malcolm
English fiction -- 19th century; Penny dreadfuls
Then his dark eye flashed fire, and he made a great effort to rouse
himself from the deep dejection that had stolen over him.
“What have I striven for?” he cried. “What dipped my hands in blood
for, but for all this? This pride of wealth—this glory of
magnificence—and does it now pall upon my senses? Can I not enjoy what
I have striven so hard to obtain? Away, vain shadows of remorse—born in
superstition, and, fostered by prejudice—away—I will—I must enjoy what
I have wasted the better part of life to obtain. My gilded saloons, I
love you—my house—my retinue—my jewels—all are what men struggle for,
even to the grave’s brink, because the universal opinion of mankind has
proclaimed, that to have these things is to have the means of
happiness. I have them; and yet what serpent is it that now gnaws at my
heart, and forbids the enjoyment of what is mine own? There is,
perhaps, too much silence in my glorious house. I must fill my saloons
with the young and the beautiful. I must have joy reflected on my own
face from the sparkling eyes of beauty. I—I will not be alone!—no—no. I
will be seldom alone! ’Tis the silence of this spacious hall has bred
and nursed gloomy fancies in my brains. I was foolish to sit
here—because I was alone.”
His voice sounded hollow and distinct in the large space around him,
and the word “alone” seemed to catch some strange echo in the saloon,
and to be whispered back, to him from the high ceiling, with a mournful
tone.
Squire Learmont paused, and a sneer curled his lips, as he said,
“Now, were I weak and superstitious, how well could busy fancy people
this large space with grinning gliding shapes, such as haunt ordinary
men and drive their weak brains to distraction. I hear yon echo, but I
will not be alone. Ha! Ha! ’Tis your concave roof that throws back my
words. Now if, as I say, I were superstitious—but I am not.”
Even as he spoke, he repeatedly turned to look behind, and it was
evident that the guilty man was battling with his fears.
“This hall,” he continued, “is very large—and—and cold withal. I will
make some smaller room suffice me.”
He rang for a domestic, and, in spite of himself, he could not help
averring to his own heart, that it was a relief to see the face of a
human being in his magnificent solitude.
“Light up the small room with the yellow hanging,” said Learmont, “I
will sit there.”
The servant bowed and retired.
“Yes,” continued Learmont, in a low tone, as he seated himself in a
chair, the back of which touched the wall. “A smaller room to sit in is
more agreeable and much warmer than this saloon.” He would not own to
himself that the large space around him had frightened him, and that he
was really trembling with a terror of, he knew not what—such an awful
terror as commonly creeps over the hearts of the guilty in solitudes.
In a very few moments the servant returned and announced the smaller
room as ready for his master’s reception.
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