Ada, the Betrayed; Or, The Murder at the Old Smithy. A Romance of PassionRymer, James Malcolm
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Ada, the Betrayed; Or, The Murder at the Old Smithy. A Romance of Passion
Rymer, James Malcolm
English fiction -- 19th century; Penny dreadfuls
Then preceding him, with two wax lights, he showed the trembling squire
into a room of about one-third of the size of the saloon, and which was
furnished more plainly, but quite as richly as regarded the costly
nature of its hangings and various appointments.
Oh, let the innocent of heart and single of purpose lift their eyes to
Heaven, and thank it for their great happiness. Let those who can
challenge their deepest memories, to picture to the mental vision one
deed of wrong, lie down in blessed repose, for they are rich beyond the
wealth of kings—powerful beyond the power of the mightiest
conquerors—happy beyond any happiness that this world can afford, as
the price of that peace of mind, which so many barter for a bauble.
It was not the extent of his saloon, that had come across the soul of
the crime-steeped Learmont, with a shuddering horror. It was not that
his voice echoed in his lofty house. It was the undying worm,
conscience; that takes no rest, knows no peace, but will be heard amid
the din of battle—the hilarity of the banquet—that will float upon the
wine-cup—mingle with every strain of noise, and make a hell of the
human heart more maddening than the wildest fanatic can promise to the
wicked.
Learmont could not sit—he could not rest—the air around him seemed
thick and heavy—his first impulse was to ring for more lights, and more
were brought—more and more, until the apartment was one blaze of
illuminations; but all was in vain, and just before the midnight hour
sounded from the various churches, the lord of all the beauty and
magnificence of that costly mansion seized a hat and cloak, and rushed
into the streets to seek relief by violent exercise from the agony that
tortured him.
Without aim or object, save the one of endeavouring, by sheer bodily
fatigue, to seek repose for the overwrought mind, Learmont walked
onwards through the various streets that happened to present themselves
at convenient junctures to his notice, and as he walked with a quick
step, he muttered to himself the anxious reasoning that was crossing
his fevered brain.
“I will never be alone!” he muttered: “never—never. Why should I be
alone?—I who am revelling in wealth? From this moment I resolve to cram
my saloons. The brilliant decorations of my home shall be admired by
all; I will move amidst a throng of youth, beauty, and nobility, as the
presiding genius of a place which shall be little short of a fairy
palace of romance and beauty. I—I will intrigue with the
intriguing—quaff goblets of rich wine with the voluptuous. Ha! Ha!—I
will lead a life of enjoyment that shall leave no time for thought. I
will have pleasure after pleasure—excitement after excitement,
succeeding each other with such rapidity that they shall only
occasionally cease when the wearied frame calls loudly for repose, that
it may awaken with renovated strength to undergo a routine of new
pleasure!—I will never be alone!”
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