Ada, the Betrayed; Or, The Murder at the Old Smithy. A Romance of PassionRymer, James Malcolm
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Ada, the Betrayed; Or, The Murder at the Old Smithy. A Romance of Passion
Rymer, James Malcolm
English fiction -- 19th century; Penny dreadfuls
To describe the wild stare of astonishment and dismay that sat upon the
face of Jacob, as the fragile and beautiful creature before him poured
forth with earnest firmness this torrent of questions, would be
impossible: rage, fear, dismay, all seemed struggling for mastery in
Gray’s countenance, and the girl had done, and stood in an attitude
that a sculptor might have envied, bending half forward with a flush of
excitement upon her cheeks, awaiting the answer of the panic-stricken
man before her. It was several minutes before that answer came. Once,
twice, thrice, did Jacob Gray try to speak in vain, and when he did
produce an articulate sound, his voice was hollow and awful to hear.
“W—what devil,” he said, “has prompted you to this? What busy fiend has
whispered in your ears? Speak—speak!”
“I have spoken,” said the girl. “I ask but that I have the right to
know.”
“The right! How know you that?”
“How know I that! My heart tells me. ’Tis a right of nature, born with
the lowest, and no greater with the highest.”
“Then—you would destroy me!”
“No, I would destroy no one; give no one even a passing pang; but oh!
Uncle, I am young, and life is new and precious. I have read of sunny
skies, and smiling happy flowers; I have read of music’s witchery,
until my heart has sighed to create its own dear melody. I have read of
love, pure, holy love, such as could knit together young hearts for
ever in a sweet companionship; and oh! How my heart has yearned for the
sunlight, the flowers, the music, the sweet murmuring sound of moving
waters, the dear love that gilds them all with more than earthly
beauty, because it, and it alone, is the one gift that clings yet to
man from Heaven! How my heart has leaped upwards, like a living thing,
to read of kind words softly spoken, of purest vows breathed from heart
to heart, making as it were sweet music, and its still sweeter echo!
Oh! How I have clasped my hands an cried aloud for music filling the
sunny air width a mild embroidery of tones! I have asked of Heaven to
send me warm hearts to love me; to place me on the mountains, that I
may look around me and adore the God that made the valleys look so
beautiful! I have prayed to wander through the verdant valleys, that I
might look up to the mountains, so lifting my thoughts to the great
Creator. I have wept—sobbed aloud for all the dear companionships of
youth—the thousand sparkling, glowing charms that lend life its
romance, and make the world an Eden, Heaven a dear inheritance! The
dreary echo of my own voice alone has answered me! My own deep sobs
have come back to my ears in endless mockery, and I was alone; a chill
would then gather round my heart, for I was alone. The smile of a
father never—never gladdened my heart! A mother’s gentle kiss never
rested on my brow! I—I am a lonely thing; a blight and a desolation is
around me; no—no one loves me!”
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