Ada, the Betrayed; Or, The Murder at the Old Smithy. A Romance of PassionRymer, James Malcolm
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Ada, the Betrayed; Or, The Murder at the Old Smithy. A Romance of Passion
Rymer, James Malcolm
English fiction -- 19th century; Penny dreadfuls
With a shaking hand, he poured from a flask, that was upon the table, a
quantity of raw spirit, and quaffed it off at a single draught. How
strange it is that the mind can, under peculiar circumstances so
entirely conquer the body and subvert, as it were, the ordinary laws of
nature! Such, was the frightful state of excitement which Jacob Gray
had worked himself up to, that he might as well have swallowed an equal
quantity of water, for all the effect that the strong spirit had upon
him. Still he trembled, still his teeth chattered in his head, and his
very heart appeared to him to be cold and lifeless in his breast. He
heaped fuel upon the fire, he paced the room, he strove to think of
something else than the one subject that filled his brain, but all was
in vain. He had determined that night to murder the hapless girl whom
he had wronged so much, and he had passed a day and evening of
unspeakable agony in working up his mind to do the deed calmly and
surely.
Ten o’clock he had pitched upon as the hour, then half-past ten, then
eleven, and still he trembled with dismay, and could not for his life
command his nerves to do the dreadful deed.
He now flung himself into a chair by the fire-side, and covering his
face with his hands he rocked to and fro, in agonising thoughts. In a
low tone then he held unholy communion with himself.
“I—I must do it,” he said. “I must do it. I always thought it would
come to this. When she became of age to inquire I was sure to be
tortured by question upon question. What resource have I? I dare not do
her justice, and tell her who she is. No—no. She has been my safeguard
hitherto, she may now be my destruction; should she leave me she may
either fall into the hands of Learmont, in which case I lose my chief
hold upon him, or, what is worse, she tells her strange tale to some
one, who may hunt me to force an explanation of her birth. There is but
one resource; she—she must die. Yes, she must die. Learmont still
fancying ’tis a boy, must still be tortured by the idea that such an
enemy lives, and requires but a word from me to topple him from his
height of grandeur to a felon’s cell. Yes—yes. That must be the course.
There is no other—none—none. Then I will accumulate what sum of money I
can, and leave England for ever—for—for well I know the savage smith
thirsts for my blood, and—and—should he discover my place of
concealment, my death were easy, and the packet containing my
confession, which, while I live, is equally dangerous to me as to
Learmont and Britton, would fall into their hands.”
He rose and paced the room again for several minutes in silence; then
taking from the table a small-hand lamp, he lit it, and clutching it
with a nervous grasp in his left hand, he muttered,—
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