AE in the Irish TheosophistRussell, George William
Religion
AE in the Irish Theosophist
Russell, George William
Theosophy
I was silent. I knew better than they that busy city which glowed
beyond the dark forests. I had lived there until, grown sick and
weary, I had gone back to my brothers on the hillside. I wondered
would life, indeed, go on ceaselessly until it ended in the pain
of the world. I said within myself--Oh, mighty Brahma, on the
outermost verges of they dream are our lives; thou old invisible,
how faintly through our hearts comes the sound of thy song, the
light of thy glory! Full of yearning to rise and return, I strove
to hear in the heart the music Anahata had spoken of in our sacred
scrolls. There was silence, and then I thought I heard sounds,
not glad, a myriad murmur. As I listen it deepened, it grew into
passionate prayer and appeal and tears, as if the cry of the long-
forgotten souls of men went echoing through empty chambers. My
eyes filled with tears, for it seemed world-wide, and to sigh from
out many ages, long agone, to be and yet to be.
"Ananda! Ananda! where is the boy running to?" cried Valmika.
Ananda had vanished into the gloom. We heard his glad laugh below
and then another voice speaking. Presently up loomed the tall
figure of Varunna. Ananda held his hand and danced beside him.
We could see by the starlight his simple robe of white. I could
trace clearly every feature of the grave and beautiful face, the
radiant eyes; not by the starlight I saw, but because a silvery
shining rayed a little way into the blackness around the dark hair
and face. Valmika, as elder, first spake.
"Holy sir, be welcome. Will you come in and rest?"
"I cannot stay now. I must pass over the mountain ere dawn; but
you may come a little way with me--such of you as will."
We assented gladly--Kedar and I; Valmika remained. Then Ananda
prayed to go. We bade him stay, fearing for him the labour of
climbing and the chill of the snows, but Varunna said: "Let the
child come; he is hardy; he will not tire if he holds my hands."
So we set out together and faced the highlands that rose and rose
above us; we knew well the way even at night. We waited in silence
for Varunna to speak, but for nigh two hours we mounted without
words, save for Ananda's shouts of delight and wonder at the heavens
spread above us. But I was hungry for an answer to my thoughts,
so I spake.
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