AE in the Irish TheosophistRussell, George William
Religion
AE in the Irish Theosophist
Russell, George William
Theosophy
And now all around glowed a vast twilight; it filled the cradle
of the planet with colourless fire. I felt a rippling motion which
impelled me away from the centre to the circumference. At that
centre a still flame began to lighten; a new change took place,
and space began to curdle, a milky and nebulous substance rocked
to and fro. At every motion the pulsation of its rhythm carried
it farther and farther away from the centre, it grew darker, and
a great purple shadow covered it so that I could see it no longer.
I was now on the outer verge, where the twilight still continued
to encircle the planet with zones of clear transparent light.
As night after night I rose up to visit it they grew many-coloured
and brighter. I saw the imagination of nature visibly at work.
I wandered through shadowy immaterial forests, a titanic vegetation
built up of light and colour; I saw it growing denser, hung with
festoons and trailers of fire, and spotted with the light of myriad
flowers such as earth never knew. Coincident with the appearance
of these things I felt within myself, as if in harmonious movement,
a sense of joyousness, an increase of self-consciousness; I felt
full of gladness, youth, and the mystery of the new. I felt that
greater powers were about to appear, those who had thrown outwards
this world and erected it as a place in space.
I could not tell half the wonder of this strange race. I could
not myself comprehend more than a little of the mystery of their
being. They recognised my presence there, and communicated with
me in such a way that I can only describe it by saying that they
seemed to enter into my soul breathing a fiery life; yet I knew
that the highest I could reach to was but the outer verge of their
spiritual nature, and to tell you but a little I have many times
to translate it, for in the first unity with their thought I touched
on an almost universal sphere of life, I peered into the ancient
heart that beats throughout time; and this knowledge became change
in me, first, into a vast and nebulous symbology, and so down through
many degrees of human thought into words which hold not at all the
pristine and magical beauty.
I stood before one of this race, and I thought, "What is the meaning
and end of life here?" Within me I felt the answering ecstasy that
illuminated with vistas of dawn and rest, it seemed to say:
"Our spring and our summer are unfolding into light and form, and
our autumn and winter are a fading into the infinite soul."
I thought, "To what end is this life poured forth and withdrawn?"
He came nearer and touched me; once more I felt the thrill of being
that changed itself into vision.
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