Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Feminist fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
Early in June, I received a letter from Lady Ashby, late Miss Murray.
She had written to me twice or thrice before, from the different stages
of her bridal tour, always in good spirits, and professing to be very
happy. I wondered every time that she had not forgotten me, in the
midst of so much gaiety and variety of scene. At length, however, there
was a pause; and it seemed she had forgotten me, for upwards of seven
months passed away and no letter. Of course, I did not break my heart
about _that_, though I often wondered how she was getting on; and when
this last epistle so unexpectedly arrived, I was glad enough to receive
it. It was dated from Ashby Park, where she was come to settle down at
last, having previously divided her time between the continent and the
metropolis. She made many apologies for having neglected me so long,
assured me she had not forgotten me, and had often intended to write,
&c. &c., but had always been prevented by something. She acknowledged
that she had been leading a very dissipated life, and I should think
her very wicked and very thoughtless; but, notwithstanding that, she
thought a great deal, and, among other things, that she should vastly
like to see me. “We have been several days here already,” wrote she.
“We have not a single friend with us, and are likely to be very dull.
You know I never had a fancy for living with my husband like two
turtles in a nest, were he the most delightful creature that ever wore
a coat; so do take pity upon me and come. I suppose your Midsummer
holidays commence in June, the same as other people’s; therefore you
cannot plead want of time; and you must and shall come—in fact, I shall
die if you don’t. I want you to visit me as a friend, and stay a long
time. There is nobody with me, as I told you before, but Sir Thomas and
old Lady Ashby: but you needn’t mind them—they’ll trouble us but little
with their company. And you shall have a room to yourself, whenever you
like to retire to it, and plenty of books to read when my company is
not sufficiently amusing. I forget whether you like babies; if you do,
you may have the pleasure of seeing mine—the most charming child in the
world, no doubt; and all the more so, that I am not troubled with
nursing it—I was determined I wouldn’t be bothered with that.
Unfortunately, it is a girl, and Sir Thomas has never forgiven me: but,
however, if you will only come, I promise you shall be its governess as
soon as it can speak; and you shall bring it up in the way it should
go, and make a better woman of it than its mamma. And you shall see my
poodle, too: a splendid little charmer imported from Paris: and two
fine Italian paintings of great value—I forget the artist. Doubtless
you will be able to discover prodigious beauties in them, which you
must point out to me, as I only admire by hearsay; and many elegant
curiosities besides, which I purchased at Rome and elsewhere; and,
finally, you shall see my new home—the splendid house and grounds I
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