Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Feminist fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
But this time I was not long alone. It struck me, first, as very odd,
that just as I was thinking about Mr. Weston he should come up and
accost me; but afterwards, on due reflection, I thought there was
nothing odd about it, unless it were the fact of his speaking to me;
for on such a morning and so near his own abode, it was natural enough
that he should be about; and as for my thinking of him, I had been
doing that, with little intermission, ever since we set out on our
journey; so there was nothing remarkable in that.
“You are alone again, Miss Grey,” said he.
“Yes.”
“What kind of people are those ladies—the Misses Green?”
“I really don’t know.”
“That’s strange—when you live so near and see them so often!”
“Well, I suppose they are lively, good-tempered girls; but I imagine
you must know them better than I do, yourself, for I never exchanged a
word with either of them.”
“Indeed? They don’t strike me as being particularly reserved.”
“Very likely they are not so to people of their own class; but they
consider themselves as moving in quite a different sphere from me!”
He made no reply to this: but after a short pause, he said,—“I suppose
it’s these things, Miss Grey, that make you think you could not live
without a home?”
“Not exactly. The fact is I am too socially disposed to be able to live
contentedly without a friend; and as the only friends I have, or am
likely to have, are at home, if it—or rather, if they were gone—I will
not say I could not live—but I would rather not live in such a desolate
world.”
“But why do you say the only friends you are likely to have? Are you so
unsociable that you cannot make friends?”
“No, but I never made one yet; and in my present position there is no
possibility of doing so, or even of forming a common acquaintance. The
fault may be partly in myself, but I hope not altogether.”
“The fault is partly in society, and partly, I should think, in your
immediate neighbours: and partly, too, in yourself; for many ladies, in
your position, would make themselves be noticed and accounted of. But
your pupils should be companions for you in some degree; they cannot be
many years younger than yourself.”
“Oh, yes, they are good company sometimes; but I cannot call them
friends, nor would they think of bestowing such a name on me—they have
other companions better suited to their tastes.”
“Perhaps you are too wise for them. How do you amuse yourself when
alone—do you read much?”
“Reading is my favourite occupation, when I have leisure for it and
books to read.”
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