“Yes, oh yes, he believed he did.” And getting up from his chair, the
doctor began to walk the floor, the better to hide his confusion. “Yes,
the bracelets. You looked very pretty in them, Maddy, very; but you are
always pretty—ahem—yes. If you were engaged to Guy, I should say it was
proper; but if not, why, I don’t know; the fact is, Maddy, I am not
quite certain what I am saying, so you must excuse me. I almost hated
you that day you sent the note, telling me you were coming to be
examined; but I had not seen you then. I did not know how, after a
while—a very little while—I should in all probability—well, I did; I
changed my mind, and I—I guess you have not the slightest idea what I
mean.” And stopping suddenly, he confronted the astonished Maddy, who
replied:
“Not the slightest, unless you are going crazy.”
She could in no other way account for his strange conduct, and she sat
staring at him while he continued: “I told you once that when I wanted
my bill I’d let you know. I’d ask for pay. I want it now. I present my
bill.”
With a scared, miserable feeling, Maddy listened to him, wondering
where she should get the money, if it were possible for her grandfather
to raise it, and how much her entire wardrobe would bring, suppose she
should sell it! The bill had not troubled her latterly, for she had
fallen into a way of believing that the doctor would wait until she was
graduated and could earn it by teaching. Nothing could be more
inopportune than for him to present it now; and with a half-stifled sob
she began to speak, but he stopped her by a gesture, and sitting down
beside her, said, in a voice more natural than the one with which he
had at first addressed her:
“Maddy, I know you have no money. It is not that I want, Maddy; I
want—I want—you.”
He bent down over her now, for her face was hidden in her hands, all
sense of sight shut out, all sense of hearing, too, save the words he
was pouring into her ear—words which burned their way into her heart,
making It throb for a single moment with gratified pride, and then
growing heavy as lead as she knew how impossible it was for her to pay
the debt in the way which he desired.
“I can’t, doctor; oh, I can’t!” she sobbed. “I never dreamed of this;
never supposed you could want me for your wife. I’m only a little
girl—only sixteen last October—but I’m so sorry for you, who have been
so kind. If I only could love you as you deserve! I do love you, too;
but not the way you mean. I cannot be Maddy Holbrook; no; doctor, I
cannot.”
She was sobbing piteously, and in his concern for her the doctor forgot
somewhat the stunning blow he had received.
“Don’t, Maddy darling!” he said, drawing her trembling form closely to
him, “Don’t be so distressed. I did not much think you’d tell me yes,
and I was a fool to ask you. I am too old; but, Maddy, Guy is as old as
I am.”
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