“The worst is not over yet,” he said. “Guy will offer to make you his
wife, sacrificing Lucy for you, and if he does, what will my darling
do?”
Maddy’s heart leaped up into her throat, and for a moment prevented her
from answering, for the thought of Guy’s really offering to make her
his wife, to shield her from evil, to enfold her in his tender love,
made her giddy with joy. But it could not be, and she answered through
her tears:
“I shall tell him no.”
“God bless my Maddy! She will tell him no for Lucy’s sake, and God will
bring it right at last,” the old man whispered, his voice growing very
faint and tremulous. “She will tell him no,” he kept repeating, until,
rousing up to greater consciousness, he spoke of Uncle Joseph, and
asked what Maddy would do with him; would she send him back to the
asylum, or care for him there? “He will be happier here,” he said, “but
it is asking too much of a young girl like you. He may live for years.”
“I do not know, grandpa. I hope I may do right. I think I shall keep
Uncle Joseph with me,” Maddy replied, a shudder creeping over her as
she thought of living out all her youth and possibly middle age with a
lunatic.
But her grandfather’s whispered blessings brought comfort with them,
and a calm quiet fell upon her as she sat there listening to the words
of prayer, and catching now and then her own name and that of Guy’s.
“I am drowsy, Maddy. Watch while I sleep. Perhaps I’ll never wake
again,” grandpa said, and clasping Maddy’s hands he fell away to sleep,
while Maddy kept her watch beside him, herself falling into a troubled
sleep, from which she was aroused by a clammy hand pressing on her
forehead, and Uncle Joseph’s voice, which said: “Wake, my child.
There’s been a guest here while you slumbered,” and he pointed to the
rigid features of the newly dead.
CHAPTER XX.
THE BURDEN GROWS HEAVIER.
Of the days which followed, Maddy had no distinct consciousness. She
only knew that other hands than hers cared for the dead, that in the
little parlor a stiff, white figure lay, that neighboring women stole
in, treading on tiptoe, and speaking in hushed voices as they
consulted, not her, but Mrs. Noah, who had come at once, and cared for
her and hers so kindly. That she lay all day in her own room, where the
summer breeze blew softly through the window, bringing the perfume of
summer flowers, the sound of a tolling bell, of grinding wheels, the
notes of a low, sad hymn, sung in faltering tones, and of many feet
moving from the door. Then friendly faces looked in upon her, asking
how she felt, and whispering ominously to each other as she answered:
“Very well; is grandpa getting better?”
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