There was a fresh grave made in the churchyard, and another chair
vacant at the cottage, when Maddy was at last alone. Unfettered by care
and anxiety for sick ones, her aching heart was free to go out after
the loved ones over the sea, go to the elm-shaded mansion she had heard
described so often, and where now two brides were busy with their
preparations for the bridal hurrying on so fast. Since the letter read
in the smoky, October woods, Maddy had not heard from Guy directly,
though Lucy had written since, a few brief lines, telling how happy she
was, how strong she was growing, and how much like himself Guy was
becoming. Maddy had been less than a woman if the last intelligence had
failed to affect her unpleasantly. She did not wish Guy to regret his
decision; but to be forgotten so soon after so strong protestations of
affection, was a little mortifying, and Maddy’s heart throbbed
painfully as she read the letter, half hoping it might prove the last
she should receive from Lucy Atherstone. Guy had left no orders for any
changes to be made at Aikenside; but Agnes, who was largely imbued with
a love of bustle and repair, had insisted that at least the suite of
rooms intended for the bride should be thoroughly renovated with new
paper and paint, carpets and furniture. This plan Mrs. Noah opposed,
for she guessed how little Guy would care for the change; but Agnes was
resolved, and as she had great faith in Maddy’s taste, she insisted
that she should go to Aikenside, and pass her judgment upon the
improvements. It would do her good, she said—little dreaming how much
it cost Maddy to comply with her wishes, or how fearfully the poor,
crushed heart ached, as Maddy went through the handsome rooms fitted up
for Guy’s young bride; but Mrs. Noah guessed it all, pitying so much
the white-faced girl, whose deep mourning robes told the loss of dear
ones by death; but gave no token of that great loss, tenfold worse than
death.
“It was wicked in her to fetch you here,” she said to Maddy, one day
when in Lucy’s room she found her sitting upon the floor, with her head
bowed down upon the window sill. “But law, she’s a triflin’ thing, and
didn’t know ’twould kill you, poor child, poor Maddy!” and Mrs. Noah
laid her hand kindly on Maddy’s hair. “Maybe you’d better go home,” she
continued, as Maddy made no reply; “it must be hard, to be here in the
rooms, and among the things which by good rights should be yours.”
“No, Mrs. Noah,” and Maddy’s voice was strangely unnatural, as she
lifted up her head, revealing a face so haggard and white that Mrs.
Noah was frightened, and asked in much alarm if anything new had
happened.
“No, nothing; I was going to say that I’d rather stay a little longer
where there are signs and sounds of life. I should die to be alone at
Honedale to-morrow. I may die here, I don’t know. Do you know that
to-morrow will be the bridal?”
Yes, Mrs. Noah knew it; but she hoped it might have escaped Maddy’s
mind.
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