And meanwhile, how many times has he been within the portals of the
Anglo-Américain? With all his arithmetic he cannot make it more than
twice. This neglect of his betrothed, however, is not of quite so
monstrous a cast as at the first blush it may appear. It is she herself
who, true to her life-long principle of shielding him from all
disagreeable experiences, has forbidden him her door. He can aid her
neither to bandage her father's swollen foot in the severe gout-fit
under which he is groaning, nor to allay Sybilla's mysterious
sufferings, which always display a marked increase in acuteness whenever
any other member of the family shows a disposition to set up claims as
an invalid. Cecilia, indeed, is ready enough to give her help in nursing
her father, but she has on former occasions shown such an unhappy
aptitude for tumbling over his swathed and extended leg, and upsetting
his physic all over him, that she is received with such objurgations as
his cloth will permit, so often as she shows her short nose within his
sick-room. Only twice in a whole week. Can Amelia have wished to be
taken quite so literally when she had bidden him stay away? There is
only one answer possible to this question, and he shows his
consciousness of it by at once raising himself out of the chair in which
he is sunk, and turning his steps hastily towards her.
It is morning. The east wind is clean gone, and the streets are full of
the scent of the innumerable lilies of the valley, of which everybody's
hands are full. He stops a minute and buys a great sheaf for a
miraculously small sum, from one of the unnumbered sellers. It shall
make his peace for him, if indeed it needs making, which it has never
done yet. He almost smiles at the absurdity of the suggestion. He finds
Cecilia alone in the sitting-room, Cecilia sitting by the window reading
the _Queen_. Upon her large pink face there is a puzzled expression,
which is perhaps to be accounted for by the fact that the portion of the
journal which she is perusing is that entitled "Etiquette," and under it
are the answers to last week's questions, upon nice points of social
law, which, if you do not happen to have read the questions, have
undoubtedly an enigmatical air, as in the following instances: "Your
husband takes the Baronet's daughter, and you follow with the
Prince."--"We do not understand your question--babies never dine out,"
etc.
Upon Jim's entrance Cecilia lays down her paper, and at once offers to
go in search of her sister, with whom she shortly returns. He had been
quite right. There is no peace to make. Amelia greets him with her usual
patient and perfectly unrancorous smile, but his second glance at her
tells him that she is looking old and fagged. It is only in very early
youth that vigils and worries and self-denials do not write their names
upon the skin.
"How--how pale you are!" he says. If he had given utterance to the word
that hovered on his lips, he would have cried, "how yellow!"
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