By a singular and unaccountable freak of the builders, the windows are
set so high in the wall that each has had to have a little raised daïs
erected before it to enable the inmates to look comfortably out. Upon
each small platform stands a chair or two, and low over them the
curtains sweep. As he passes one recess, he notices that the drapery is
stirring a little, and examining more closely, sees the tail of a
well-known gown--of that gown which has met with his nearest approach to
approval among Amelia's rather scanty stock--peeping from beneath the
stiff rich folds of the old Italian brocade. It is the work of a second
to sweep the latter aside, and discover his poor _fiancée_ all alone,
and crouching desolately in a low arm-chair. There is something so
unlike her in the attitude, something so different from her usual
uncomplaining, unpretending fortitude, something so disproportioned to
the cause--his own careless but not criminal delay, as he supposes--in
the despair evidenced by her whole pose, that he feels at once terrified
and angry. In a second he, too, has stepped up on to the little platform
beside her.
"Amelia!" he cries. "Amelia! What are you doing up here? With whom are
you playing hide-and-seek?"
Her words and her smiles are apt to be prompt enough, Heaven knows, to
spring out, answering his least hint; but now she neither speaks nor
moves a muscle of her face. She scarcely starts at all at his sudden
apparition and address, and no light comes across her features--those
features which, now that he looks at them more closely, he sees to be
set in a much more pinched pallor than even three watching nights and a
week of airless worry can account for.
"Are you ill?"
"No; I am not ill."
The sting of irritation which, mixed with genuine alarm, had besieged
Jim's mind on his first realizing her crouched and unnatural attitude,
now entirely supersedes any other feeling. Is the accidental delay of
half an hour, an hour, say even an hour and a half, enough to justify
such a parade of anguish as this?
"Is it possible," he inquires, in a tone of cold displeasure, "that I am
to attribute this--this state of things--to my being accidentally late?
It was a mere accident: it is not like you to make a scene. I do not
recognise you; I am very sorry that I was late, and that I have made you
angry."
The chill reproach of his words seems to rouse her to a state more akin
to her natural one, to the humble and unexacting one which is habitual
to her.
"Angry!" she repeats: "angry with you for being late? Oh, you are quite
mistaken! In all these years how often have I been angry with you?"
There is such a meek upbraiding in her tone that his ill-humour gives
way to a vague apprehension.
"Then what is it?" he cries brusquely; "what is it all about? I think I
have a right to ask you that; since I saw you last something must have
happened to you to produce this extraordinary change."
She heaves a long dragging sigh.
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