"Will not you sit down?" she asks presently, adding, with a low, timid
laugh, "I do not know why I should invite you, as if"--glancing round at
the sun-steeped panorama--"this were my drawing-room."
He complies, taking care to occupy a quite different six feet of herbage
from that which still bears the imprint of Byng's lengthy limbs. The
grass grows cool and fresh, full of buttercups and tall blue bugle; out
of them the gray monastery wall rises, in its utter lifeless silence,
with its small barred windows. Was ever any building, within which is
human life, so unutterably still? As he leans his elbow among the
king-cups, Jim says to himself that the lovers had chosen their place
well and wisely--that the consciousness of the austere, denied lives
going on so close behind them, in their entire joylessness, must have
given an added point, a keener edge to the poignancy of their own
enjoyment of the sweet summer day outside.
"You have not been to see us for a long time," says Elizabeth presently,
in a small and diffident voice, after having waited until the
probability of his speaking first has become a mere possibility, and
even that a faint one.
He replies baldly, "No."
His look is fixed on a knoll, whence the monks must have gathered their
leopard's bane. They cannot have gathered much, so bounteously do the
gay yellow flowers still wave on the hillock. Nearer stands a colony of
purple orchises, and from them the eye travels away to the silent
fir-wood, to the range of misty hills and the distant plain, touched now
and again by a vague hint of sunshine, that makes one for the moment
feel sure that one has detected Duomo or Campanile. How many hill ranges
there are! One can count six or seven, like the ridges in a gigantic
ploughed field, one behind another--all solemnly beautiful on this
windless day of grave and ungaudy sweetness. Has the young man been
reckoning the ranks of the Apennines, that it is so long before he adds
a low-voiced, mocking question to his monosyllable?
"Have you missed me very much?"
The woman addressed seems in no hurry to answer. She has drawn her
narrow brown brows together, as if in the effort to hit truth in her
nicest shade in her answer. Then she speaks with a sort of soft
self-remonstrance:
"Oh, surely! I _must_ have missed you--you were so extraordinarily, so
unaccountably kind to us!"
There is not one of us who would not rather be loved for what we _are_
than for what we _do_; so it is perhaps no wonder if the young woman's
reply strikes with an unreasonable chill upon the asker's heart.
"You must have been very little used to kindness all your life," he
says, with some brusqueness, "to be so disproportionately grateful for
my trumpery civilities."
She hesitates a moment, then:
"You are right," she replies; "I have not received any great kindness in
my life--justice, well, yes, I suppose so--but no, not very much mercy."
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