"Oh, are you here still, Mr. Byng? how very kind of you!" replies
Cecilia, a tinge of colour rushing over her mealy face--that face, ten
days ago, clothed in so many roses--"well, I am afraid he does not go
quite so far as that, but he says it is as much as we can expect, and
even I can see that she is not nearly so restless."
"Thank God!--thank God!"
In the ardour of his thanksgiving he presses her hands closer, instead
of dropping them, a fact of which he is entirely unaware, but so is not
she; and who knows, even at that serious moment, what tiny genial hope
may slide into her plump heart!
Again this night Burgoyne does not go to bed, from a superstitious fear
that if he does, if he seems to take for granted an improvement, that
very taking for granted may annul it--may bring on a relapse. But when
the next morning finds no such backsliding to have taken place, when
each hour through the cheerfully broadening day brings falling fever and
steadying pulse, then indeed he cautiously opens the door of his heart
to let a tiny rose-pinioned hope creep in--then at last, on the third
night, he stretches his tired limbs in deep slumber upon his bed.
He has received a brief telegram from Mrs. Byng to announce her arrival
as fast as boat and train can bring her; and seven o'clock on Saturday
morning--he having sent his despatch to her on the previous
Wednesday--finds him pacing the platform of the railway-station,
awaiting the incoming of the morning express from Turin. He is pacing it
alone, for he has thought it best not to reveal to her son the fact of
her expected return, not being at all sure in what spirit he will
receive it, nor whether indeed the news of it might not even drive him,
in his present unsound state of mind, to fly from the place at her
approach.
The morning air, in its early clear coolness, blows sweet here, under
the station-roof, unconquered even by engine smoke, and on Jim's face as
he walks up and down--careworn as it still is--there comes, now and
again, a half-born smile. He is never one to hope very easily, but
surely now--now that yet another night has been prosperously tided over,
there can, even to him, seem no reasonable ground for doubt that Amelia
has turned the corner. Amelia, with the corner turned--Byng, in five
minutes wholly off his hands! The only wonder is, that the small smile
never comes quite to the birth.
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