He is hesitating as to whether or no to adopt this course, when he is
decided by a very slight movement of Elizabeth's head. She does not
actually look over her shoulder at him, and yet it seems to him as if,
were her gesture completed, it would amount to that; but it is arrested
by some impulse before it is more than sketched. Such as it is, it
suffices to take him to her side; and it seems to him that there is a
sort of satisfaction mingled with the undoubted apprehension in her
face, as she realizes that it is so. Her eyes, as she turns them upon
him, have a hungry question in them which her lips seem afraid to put.
Apparently she cannot get nearer to it than this--very tremblingly and
hurriedly uttered, with a timid glance at her father's back, as if she
were delivering herself of some compromising secret instead of the mere
platitude which she so indistinctly vents:
"A--a--great many things have happened since--since we last met!"
Her eye travels for a moment to his hat, from which, unlike Cecilia's
rainbow raiment, the crape band has not yet been removed; and he
understands that she is comprehending his troubles as well as her own in
the phrase.
"A great many!" he answers baldly.
He has not the cruelty to wish to keep her on tenterhooks, and he knows
perfectly what is the question that is written in the wistful blue of
her look, and whom it concerns; but it would be impertinence in him to
take for granted that knowledge, and answer that curiosity which,
however intense and apparent, has yet not become the current coin of
speech. Probably she sees that he is unable or unwilling to help her,
for she makes another tremendous effort.
"I hope that--that--all your friends are well."
"All my friends!" repeats he, half sadly; "they are not such a numerous
band; I have not many friends left still alive."
His thoughts have reverted to his own loss, for, at the moment, Amelia
is very present to him; but the words are no sooner out of his mouth
than he sees how false is the impression produced by his reply--sees it
written in the sudden dead-whiteness of her cheek and the terror in her
eye.
"Do you mean"--she stammers--"that anybody--any of your friends--is--is
lately dead?"
"Oh no! no!" he cries reassuringly; "you are making a mistake; nobody is
dead--nobody, that is"--with a sigh--"that you do not already know of.
All our friends--all our common friends--are, as far as I know----"
"Elizabeth!" breaks in Mr. Le Marchant's voice, in severe appellation;
he has only just become aware that his daughter is not unaccompanied,
and the discovery apparently does not please him.
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