"And I thought that _he_ would have gone out of _his_ mind," he rejoins.
As he speaks, it flashes upon his memory that one of the hypotheses that
have formerly occurred to him to account for the mystery that hangs over
Elizabeth's past was that she had been mad; and though he had long
abandoned the idea, her losing her wits now recurs to him with a shock
as a possibility. Might not that changeful, mobile, emotional mind lose
its balance under the blow either of a sudden calamity or of a long
wearing sorrow? It has escaped--evidently but barely escaped the first.
Will it escape the second too?
His heart goes out in a great yearning to her at the thought of what a
touching little lunatic she would make; and, with an oblivion of his own
personal feelings, which is generous, if not very lasting, he says
compassionately:
"It seems a pity--a great pity!"
"A pity!" repeats the mother, with a sort of wrath, down which he
detects a broad stripe of agony running; "I should think it _was_ a
pity! Pity is a weak word! The whole thing is piteous! her whole
history! If you only knew----"
She breaks off.
He is silent, waiting to see whether that impulse towards confidence in
him will go any further; but it does not. She has evidently gone beyond
her intention, and is passionately vexed with herself for having done
so.
"They were so well suited to each other," continues Jim slowly, but
still generously. Possibly his generosity becomes more easy as he sees
how hopeless is the plea upon which he employs it. "Is it--I do not wish
to intrude upon your confidence, but in the interests of my friend you
will allow me to say that much--is it quite out of the question?"
"Quite! quite!" replies the mother, in painful excitement; "what, poor
soul, is not out of the question for her that has any good or happiness
in it? and that--_that_ more than anything! If you have any mercy in
you, do not put it into her head that it is not!"
"If it is not in her head already, I could not put it there," replies
Jim gravely; "but I will not--I promise you I will not."
As he speaks, a slight smile touches the corners of his serious mouth as
he reflects how entirely easy it is to comply with a request _not_ to
urge Byng's suit upon its object, and how cheaply a character for
magnanimity may sometimes be bought.
"That is very kind of you!" replies the poor woman gratefully; "and I am
sure when you say a thing I can depend upon you for it; and though, of
course, it was unlucky our happening to meet you, yet you need not see
much of her. Although it is not in the least 'out of sight, out of mind'
with her"--sighing--"yet she _is_ very much influenced by the objects
around her; and when you are gone--I dare say you do not mean to make a
long stay; this is not a place where there is much for a man to do--for
a man like you----"
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