He had meant an allusion to her situation as bad third to her uxorious
parents; before his mind's eye has risen a picture of the little forlorn
shawled figure he had seen studying its Italian Grammar with the door
shut upon its loneliness; but almost before the words have left his
lips, he sees of how different, of how cruel, a construction they may be
capable.
He snatches a glance of real terror at her, to see whether she has made
that erroneous, yet all too plausible application--a glance which
confirms his worst fears. She has turned as white as the
pocket-handkerchief which she is passing over her trembling lips.
"Yes," she says in a hollow whisper; "you are right. In my position it
_is_ unavoidable, and it is cowardly of me not to accept it as such."
"I mean"--he cries desperately--"I only meant--I mean----"
But she does not suffer him to finish his stuttered explanation.
"It is cold," she says, rising. "I will go home."
He does not attempt to accompany or follow her.
After she is gone, he rages about the garden, and passes beyond it to
where--still sunlight-smitten--the blue Mediterranean is breaking in
joyous foam.
He sits down on the shelly strand, and, in futile anger, hurls back the
wet pebbles into the sea's azure lap. Away to the left, the
three-cornered town swarms candescent up the hill, and the white
lighthouse stands out against the lapis-coloured air.
How sharp-cut and intense it all is!--none of our dear undecided grays.
Here, if you are not piercing blue, you are dazzling white or profound
green. There is, indeed, something less sharp-cut and uncompromising--a
something more of mystery in the glory that--bright, too, but not making
its full revelation--envelopes the long hill range that, ending in Cape
Matifou, stretches away to the far right. Round the corner, to the right
too, a party of Arabs, sitting sideways on little donkeys, white draped,
with their _haik_-swathed heads, are disappearing on their small beasts
in the clear air. It is like a page out of the Bible--a flight into
Egypt--and they are going towards Egypt too.
Jim's eye follows the placid Easterns, but without catching the
infection of their tranquillity. "Whenever I see her, I stick a knife
into her! It is impossible! There is no use trying! I will give up the
attempt. It is out of the question to have any happy relations with a
woman who has a past!"
* * * * *
After all, Mr. Le Marchant does not like Hammam Rhira. He thinks the
hotel cold and the roads bad. Jim overhears him telling someone this,
and his own heart leaps.
It is true that he takes it to task for doing so. Perhaps, after all,
Elizabeth's removal would have been the best solution of his problem.
Had she left Algiers, he could scarcely have followed her, and she would
have been freed from the chance of his clumsy stabs.
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