"After all," says Mrs. Le Marchant presently, rallying a little, her
naturally buoyant temperament--that temperament which she has
transmitted with such curious fidelity to her child, coming to her
rescue; "after all, there is no reason why you should see him,
Elizabeth. There is no reason why she should see him, is there, Mr.
Burgoyne? It could serve no possible end--could it?--and only be
exceedingly painful to them both. You will explain to him, will not you?
You will take any message from her? You will tell him that she really is
not up to it, will not you? It is quite true, I am sure. You are not,
are you darling? She is not, is she?"
The mother turns as she speaks eagerly from one to the other, addressing
each in turn; but from neither does she obtain any answer.
"Or I would speak to him myself; if you thought that better," continues
she, still interrogating them with her handsome, careworn eyes. "I would
say anything you wished said to him, and I would be careful to say it as
kindly as possible. I am sure he would understand; he would see the
sense, the justice of it, would not he? There is no need for her to
expose herself to such useless suffering, is there, Mr.
Burgoyne?"--appealing desperately to him by name, since he will not
respond to any less direct address--"when either you or I are more than
ready to shield her from it, are not we?"
Thus apostrophized, Jim is compelled to break the silence, which seems
to himself to wall him round like a petrifaction. It is to Elizabeth
that he offers his hardly-won speech.
"I think I need not tell you," he says gravely, and with passable
steadiness, "that I would help you in any way I could."
She stands a moment or two irresolute, her features all quivering as if
with pain; and yet, underlying and under-shining the pain, something
that is not pain. Then she puts out a hand impulsively to each. If the
one that gives itself to Burgoyne had struck him on the mouth, instead
of offering itself with affectionate confidence to his clasp, it could
not have hurt him more than do those small fingers that lie in his,
trembling with a passion that is not for him.
"You are both very good to me," she says brokenly. "As to you, mammy,
that is an old story. But I really believe that there is nothing
disagreeable that you, too"--with a slight grateful pressure of the
lifeless hand that so slackly keeps possession of hers--"would not do
for me. But do not think me obstinate if I say that I think--I am
sure--that it would be better--that it would hurt him less--if I spoke
to him myself."
"It is not a question of what will hurt him least," cries Mrs. Le
Marchant, with an agony of impatience in her tone. "The thing to be
considered is what will hurt _you_ least. Mr. Burgoyne, am I not right?
Do tell her that I am! Ought not she to think of what will hurt her
least?"
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