Not certainly on the distaff side, the side of his eminently sane and
wholesome mother; but can he be throwing back to some distempered
ancestor?
"What security have I if I go to bed that she will not steal away from
me in the night? It was in the night--almost in the night--that she
stole away from me before."
From this logic it is impossible to move him; and although, with some
return to his old sweet-natured kindliness of manner, he begs his friend
not to think it necessary to keep him company, yet the latter is far too
ill at ease as to his condition, both of mind and body, to comply.
The porter, having drawn the natural inference that as soon as the
traveller has refreshed his body he will wish to retire to rest, has put
out the lights in the smoking-room; the _salle à manger_ is therefore
the only room in the hotel where lamps still burn, and in it the two men
spend the dreary remaining hours of the night, Byng walking up and down
like a captive beast, frequently going to the door, opening it, putting
his head out into the darkness, and listening suspiciously if,
perchance, he may hear the footfall of Elizabeth fleeing away from him
even through the hurricane. As the time goes on, his restlessness
increases rather than diminishes. Jim has vainly tried to distract his
thoughts by putting questions to him as to his pursuits and companions
since their last parting--by inquiries as to the extent and direction of
his travels.
Did he get as far as Palestine? How long is it since he left Cairo? etc.
But to all his interrogations Byng gives brief and unsatisfactory
answers, putting a final stop to them by breaking out excitedly:
"Why do you go on questioning me as to where I have been, and what I
have done? I tell you I have been nowhere, and done nothing; I believe
that my body has been here and there, but my soul has been nowhere; it
has been lying dead! Would you expect a man who has been lying six
months in his coffin to give you a catalogue of his adventures? My soul
has been dead, I tell you--dead and putrescent. What is the use of
putting me through a catechism about its doings?"
Before the long-delaying dawn shows its pale profile upon the deep
obscurity, it seems to Jim as if six midwinter nights must have pieced
themselves end to end. But it comes at last; and at last also, by dint
of strenuous representations to his companion as to how unfit he is, in
his present travel-stained and disordered condition, to offer himself to
Elizabeth's eyes, he induces him to let himself be led to the bedroom
prepared overnight for him, and to refresh himself with a bath and a
change of clothes. Even this concession he obtains only in exchange for
an exacted promise to seek out Elizabeth at the earliest possible hour
at which she may be presumed accessible, and urgently to entreat of her
an instant interview with his friend.
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