It is evening again now, almost the same hour at which Jim and Elizabeth
were beheading photographs twenty-four hours ago. Twenty-four hours! It
feels more like twenty-four years. This is what he says to himself as he
once again opens the door of the Le Marchants' apartment. It is the
first time during the whole day, except to snatch a couple of mouthfuls
of food, that he has left Byng's side; and it is only due to the fact
that Mrs. Le Marchant is supplying his place, and has sent him on a
message to her daughter, that he has quitted his post. He knows that she
has meant to do him a kindness in despatching him upon this errand; but
he is not sure that it is one.
Elizabeth is not in the _salon_, but the screen that masks the door
separating that room from the little alcove beyond is folded back. Over
the doorway is a hanging of Eastern embroidery--as to the meaning of the
strange gold scrolls that look like Arab letters on whose red ground
Elizabeth and he have often idly speculated. He pushes it aside, and
sees her standing with her back towards him, the flimsy muslin
window-curtains drawn back as she looks out on the night. The alcove is
on ordinary occasions scarcely ever occupied, and there is something
uneasy and uncomfortable that matches the wretchedness of her other
circumstances in finding her standing there alone and idle.
The elements have long finished their raging, and fallen to boisterous
play. It has been a fine day, and though the sun has long laid down his
sceptre, he has passed it on with scarcely diminished, though altered,
radiance to his white imitator. It is broad moonlight--startlingly
broad. The moon hangs overhead, with never a cloud-kerchief about her
great disk. The winds that, loudly sporting, are up and abroad have
chased every vapour from the sky, which is full of throbbing white
stars. Before he reaches her side she has heard him, and turned to meet
him, with a mixed hunger and pitiful hope in her wan face. She thinks
that he has come to fetch her. He must kill that poor hope, and the
quicklier the more mercifully.
"Mrs. Le Marchant sent me. I came to tell you that he has recovered
consciousness. You see, you were wrong"-with an attempt at a reassuring
smile--"he is not dead, after all. He is conscious; that is to say, he
is not insensible; but I am afraid he is not quite himself yet, and you
must not--must not mind--must not be frightened, I mean--if he begins to
shout out and talk nonsense by-and-by: the doctor says it is what we
must expect."
"And may I--mayn't I--will not you let me?"
What a quivering voice the hope has, and yet how alive it is! However
clumsily, and with whatever bitter yearnings over the pain he is causing
her, he must knock it on the head at once.
"Go to him?--impossible! quite out of the question! The great object is
to keep him perfectly quiet, and if once he caught sight of you--"
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