The return drive, as it is quicker, being all downhill, so is it a more
silent one than that to the villa had been. Byng, indeed, is as gaily
willing to be fondled by Cecilia as he was on his way up; but there is a
mixture of maidenly reserve and sub-tender reproach in her manner which
makes their relations somewhat strained. The afternoon's pleasuring has
had a jading effect upon Amelia's spirits, as, after having been sucked
dry on the subject of Sybilla's maladies, and afterwards at once shaken
off, by her female acquaintance, she has not been fortunate enough to
meet with anyone else to exchange talk with, and has sat in disconsolate
yet patient loneliness on a stone bench, afraid to stir from the spot
where he had left her, lest she might miss her lover, of whom, however,
she has unaccountably seen nothing, until when the Angelus is ringing,
and the shadows spreading, he has come to give her curt notice, with
half-averted face, that the fiacre is at the door. In point of fact, he
has been too conscious of the disorder of his features to dare to expose
them sooner than he can help to her fond scrutiny. He would give
anything to be able to sit beside, instead of opposite to her during
their drive home, as a profile is a much less tell-tale and more
governable thing than a full face; and he is painfully conscious that as
often as she imagines she can do it without being detected by him, she
is stealing looks of inquiring anxiety at him. He tries to put her off
the scent by spasmodic comments upon the entertainment that they have
just quitted; and she does her best to keep up the ball of conversation,
since she sees that it is his wish. But in vain. Each forced remark
falls still-born, leading to nothing. It is Cecilia who at last succeeds
in giving a fillip to the languid talk.
"I did not know that Mrs. Roche was a cousin of your beauty, Miss Le
Marchant," she says suddenly, growing tired of her pensive attitude, and
addressing herself to Jim.
He starts guiltily. "Did not you?"
He must look odd; for even Cecilia's large and preoccupied cow eyes rest
upon him with an expression of surprise.
"I wonder why she was not there to-day."
It is not exactly a question, yet her great shallow orbs do not seem to
be going to leave his face until he makes some response. He forces
himself to do so.
"I understood Miss Le Marchant to say that they are not going out just
now."
"And why are not they, pray?" inquires Cecilia, in an injured voice, as
if the retirement from the world of the two ladies in question were a
personal injury to herself; "they are not in mourning, all their gowns
are coloured ones, and they do not look as if they had bad
health--perhaps, however" (after a moment's thoughtful attempt to find a
solution)--"perhaps, however, they may have something--one never
knows--people have such unexpected diseases nowadays--hysteria, perhaps,
or fits."
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