At this ingenious suggestion Jim is conscious of a writhing motion
passing over the stalwart form of Byng beside him. In his own brain, if
there is room for anything but the desire to evade Amelia's eyes, is a
dim sense of relief at a suggestion so grotesquely wide of the mark as
that made by the younger Miss Wilson. In perfect innocence of the effect
produced upon her companions by her bright hypothesis, Cecilia goes on
to remind her sister of the parallel case of a very handsome girl whom
they had once reckoned among their acquaintance, and who was
periodically being found by her family with her head under the fender.
But Amelia rises but faintly to the reminiscence, and the remainder of
the drive is accomplished in a general silence.
The next day is the one which had been fixed upon for the expedition to
Certosa. It was only with a very large admixture of wormwood in his
prospective pleasure that Jim had ever looked forward to this party, but
now he anticipates it with absolute dread. How can he face Elizabeth and
her mother, with that ominous phrase of the "screw loose" still ringing
in his ears? He feels a traitor towards them, in that he has, however
unwillingly, overheard it. To add to his mental uneasiness is the fact
of his having as yet not broken to Amelia his intentions with regard to
the disposal of his afternoon. Amelia's eyes have for years had the
habit of covertly watching him to read his wishes almost before they
rose; but in their gaze yesterday he had, unless misled by his guilty
conscience, detected a new quality, a quality of alarm and
enlightenment. He will get over the communication of his piece of news
as early in the day as may be; so, having finished breakfast before Byng
has put in his, as usual, tardy appearance, he takes his hasty way to
the Anglo-Américain. He finds the family there in a more placid frame of
mind than that which they had presented on one or two of his recent
visits. Sybilla is expecting her doctor, on which occasions she always
likes to have a more lacy coverlet than usual thrown over her languid
feet; a greater efflorescence of pink ribbons about her thin throat, and
a disposition of pots of lilies about her wan head. Amelia, active and
long-suffering as usual, is moving about in patient execution of her
vain and tiresome whimsies. Cecilia sits tranquilly in the window,
knitting an elaborate pair of men's woollen gloves, not indeed--to do
her justice--for anyone in particular, but with a wise forethought for
the accidents and possibilities of life. Since, on this occasion, his
sweetheart shows no inclination to draw him away into the dining-room
for a _tête-à-tête_, Jim has to take the bull by the horns, and rush
into his subject in a more public manner than he had intended. But the
one desire to get it over outbalances all minor considerations.
"Amelia," he begins suddenly, and even to himself his voice sounds
discourteous and abrupt, "shall you want me this afternoon?"
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