It had been after a wild ride homeward that Erna met Albrecht and turned
away from him. When she dashed away from Count Stephen in the forest the
tears had gathered so thickly in her eyes that she was perforce minded
to trust to the instincts of her palfrey rather than to her own guidance
to bring her home to Rittenberg. Perchance they were tears of remorse,
of rage, of indignation, and perhaps not a little of excitement. Her
horse made his way bravely along the bridle-path, now brushing the
thickly set ferns and brambles, now skirting close to the banks of the
frothy river, and anon hurrying through the gathering shadows of the
black pine-wood; and still it seemed to Erna as if she were fleeing from
a pursuer who might at any moment rush upon her. She felt that her only
safety lay in her husband's arms, and with the thought came a bitter
pang in the sense of the wrong she had done Albrecht in listening so
long to the whispered love-making of her cousin.
And it befell Erna, as she rode home thus swiftly through the forest, to
come in mind to a burning sense of the change which had befallen her
since she had bidden Count Stephen farewell when he set out for
Strasburg. She seemed to look back from the depths to that height of
purity and virtue where she then stood, and it was with the pricking of
despair most profound that she felt how great was the distance between
what she was and what she had been. A sob of passion and of terror rose
in her throat as she thought of her husband, and for perhaps the first
time since their marriage she appreciated how he had risen from what he
had been. She did not realize that although she had been sinking, it was
from her that Albrecht had gained his inspiration, and that it was he
who had awakened in her those desires and instincts which had been her
temptation. She only felt degraded and unworthy to stand before him, but
with all the love of her heart she longed to fall at his feet and
implore his forgiveness.
And yet how could she confess to him how she had fallen? She could not
tell him that she had been kissed in the forest by another than himself,
and she feared if she might compass that he should understand that
after all she was not to blame. She had but been friendly to her cousin;
had listened to him as any lady might listen to a knight who was
handsome and debonair, and had responded only as might the dame of a
castle to her guest, or at most as might one reply to a gallant warrior
of her own blood. It had been but a glance now, and a pressure of the
hand then; a whispered word, a sigh with which the count had looked into
her eyes; and until to-day there had been nothing more. To-day----
Her cheeks glowed with the remembrance of that fervent kiss! She
thrilled again with the ardor of the glances with which Count Stephen
had regarded her as they rode to the meadows where the falcons had been
thrown off, and when now and then his eyes had encountered hers as they
watched the flight of the birds.
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