All along the River: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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All along the River: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
“God bless you, darling! I will never speak of doubt again. You are
my own sweet wife, and shall be honoured and trusted to the end of my
days. Thank God, the cloud is past, and we can be happy again!”
She rose from her low seat by the fire, and put her arms round his
neck, and hid her face upon his breast, sobbing hysterically.
“My own dear girl, I have been cruel to you--brutal and unkind; but
you would forgive me if you knew what I have suffered since noon
yesterday; and, indeed, my suffering began before then. That man’s
harping on Lostwithiel’s name in all his talk with you--his air of
meaning more than he said--and your embarrassment, awakened suspicions
that had to be set at rest somehow. Remember the disadvantages under
which I labour--the difference in our ages; my unattractiveness as
compared with younger men. These things predisposed me to doubt your
love. I have not had a moment’s peace since the night of that odious
dinner-party. Yes; I have felt a new sensation. I know what jealousy
means. But it is past. Praise be to God, it is past. I have come out of
the cloud again. Oh, my love, had it been otherwise! Had we been doomed
to part!”
“What would you have done, Martin?” she asked, in a low voice, with her
face still hidden against his breast, his arms still round her.
“What would I have done, love? Nothing to bring shame on you. Nothing
to add to your dishonour or sharpen the agony of remorse. I should have
taken my son--my son could not be left under the shadow of a mother’s
shame. He and I would have vanished out of your life. You would have
heard no more of us. The world would have known nothing. You would have
been cared for and protected from further evil--protected from your own
frailty. So far, I would have done my duty as your husband to the last
day of my life; but you and I would never have looked upon each other
again.”
* * * * *
Colonel Disney and his wife stayed in London two days; perhaps to give
a colour to their sudden and in somewise unexplained journey; but Isola
refused all her sister’s invitations, to lunch, to drive, to dine,
to go to an afternoon concert at the Albert Hall, or to see the last
Shakespearean revival at the Lyceum. She pleaded various excuses; and
Gwendolen had to be satisfied with one visit, at afternoon teatime,
when husband and wife appeared together, on the eve of their return to
Cornwall.
“It was too bad of you not to come to me yesterday morning, as you
promised,” Gwendolen said to her sister. “I stayed indoors till after
luncheon on your account; and the days are so short at this time of
year. I couldn’t do any shopping.”
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