All along the River: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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All along the River: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
Again the racking cough seized her, and she sank speechless at his feet.
He lifted her in his arms and carried her to the sofa, and flung open
the shutters and let the light and air stream in upon her, as she lay
prostrate and exhausted, wiping her white lips with a blood-stained
handkerchief. He looked at her in a kind of horrified compassion.
He thought that she was raving, that the excitement of the morning
had culminated in fever and delirium. He was going to ring for help,
meaning to send instantly for her doctor, when she stopped him, laying
her thin cold hand upon his arm, and holding him by her side.
“Sit down by me, Martin--don’t stop me--I must tell you--all--the
truth.”
Her words came slowly, in gasps; then with a great effort she gathered
up the poor remnant of her strength, and went on in a low, tremulous
voice, yet with the tone of one whose resolve was strong as death
itself.
“There was a time when I thought I could never tell you--that I must go
down to my grave with my sin unrevealed, and that you would never know
how worthless a woman you had loved and cherished. Then, on my knees
before my God, I vowed that I would tell you all, at the last, when I
was dying--and death is not far off now, Martin. I have delayed too
long--too long! There is scarcely any atonement in my confession now. I
have cheated you out of your love.”
He looked at her horror-stricken, their two faces close to each other
as he bent over her pillow.
No; this was no delirium--there was a terrible reality in her words.
The eyes looking up at him were not bright with fever, but with the
steady resolute soul within--the soul panting for freedom from sin.
“You have cheated me out of my love,” he repeated slowly. “Does that
mean that you lied to me that night in London--that you perjured
yourself, calling God to witness that you were pure and true?”
“I was true to you then, Martin. My sin had been repented of. I was
your loving, loyal wife, without one thought but of you.”
“Loving, loyal!” he cried, with passionate scorn. “You had deceived
and dishonoured me--you had made your name a by-word--a jest for such
a man as Vansittart Crowther--and for how many more? You had lied, and
lied, and lied to me--by every look, by every word that made you seem a
virtuous woman and a faithful wife. My God, what misery!”
“Martin, have pity!”
“Pity! Yes, I pity the women in the streets! Am I to pity you, as
I pity them? You, whom I worshipped--whom I thought as pure as the
angels--wearing nothing of earth but your frail loveliness, which to me
always seemed more of spirit than of clay. And you were false all the
time--false as hell--the toy of the first idle profligate whom chance
flung into your path? It was Lostwithiel! That man was right. He would
hardly have dared to talk to you as he did if he had not been certain
of his facts. Lostwithiel was your lover.”
“Martin, have pity!” she repeated, with her hands clasped before her
face.
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