All along the River: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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All along the River: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
Day after day, night after night, Martin Disney sat in his place and
listened to those ravings of a mind distraught. He could not keep
himself from trying to follow her in that labyrinth of disconnected
fancies--visions of shapeless horror, trouble, confusion--a wild
babbling of numbers, prattling of millions, billions, trillions--as
if her days of health and sense had been spent in the calculations of
a Rothschild, she who could scarcely reckon the simplest account in a
tradesman’s book.
What had she to do with this torturing recital of thousands and
millions, this everlasting heaping up of figures?
Then at another period of that long struggle between life and death,
reason and unreason, she had a ghastly vision of two children,
squatting on each side of her bed, one living, the other dead, a grisly
child with throat cut from ear to ear. Again and again she implored
them to take away those babies--the dead child whose horrid aspect
froze her blood--the living child that grinned and made faces at her.
Once and once only during that season of delirium the elder of her
nurses carried the baby to her bedside, the tiny form in snowy
cambric and lace, a little roseate face, on which the first glimmer
of intelligence was already dawning, sweet blue eyes that smiled at
the light, rosebud lips that invited kisses. The nurse took the infant
to the side of the bed, and asked the young mother to look at him.
Those fever-bright eyes stared at the sweet small face with a gaze of
ever-growing horror, and then with a wild shriek Isola clasped her
hands before her eyes, and drew herself cowering to the further side of
the bed.
“The dead child!” she cried. “Why do you show me that dead child? Don’t
you see his throat streaming with blood?”
* * * * *
It was a case in which the nurses had no easy duty by day or night; and
there were times when Disney insisted that the night-nurse should have
extra rest, while he kept guard.
“But if she should be very bad, sir, you might not be able to manage.”
“Oh yes, I should. My sister is a very light sleeper. She would come to
me in a moment, and she has a great deal of influence with my wife.”
This was true. From the beginning of evil Allegra’s presence had
exercised a soothing power. She had been able to lull the patient
to sleep sometimes, when opiates had failed to produce even fitful
slumber. Isola was calmer and less restless when her sister-in-law was
by her side.
In those long night watches, sometimes in solitude, Martin Disney had
ample leisure in which to ponder upon his wedded life, and to consider
how far the hopes with which he had entered upon that life had been
realized. The retrospect left him melancholy, and with a latent sense
of loss and disappointment; and yet he told himself again and again
that he did ill to be dissatisfied, that Providence had dealt kindly
with him.
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