All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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Alice's eyes filled with tears. Neither she nor her guardian had ever
spoken of Frank's fault since that first day, but each perfectly
understood the other's thoughts; both knew how they had longed for
Frank's return, and how they had hoped that he would offer some
protest against his sentence, would urge some point in mitigation of
his offence; that, at least, he would have cried, “I have sinned,
and I am deeply punished; have pity upon me.” Alice then knew what
her uncle meant. It was no use waiting any more. Frank had nothing
to say, nothing to urge; he would not even write to express sorrow.
He was separated from her for ever, more than time or place, more
even than death could have divided them. Her tears fell fast, but she
tried to speak steadily.
“Yes, uncle, please let us go abroad.”
“Yes, Alice,” and his voice too shook as he spoke; “suppose we go to
Rome for the winter. I have often thought of taking you; and then
next spring, you know, we can go to Jerusalem, and the Nile, and all
sorts of places. We can be away as long as we like, my dear, no one
will miss us here.”
Alice was kneeling by his side now, crying unrestrainedly.
“Poor child!” he said, stroking her hair. “I have been a downright
brute lately, but I could not help it; we shall get on better again
after a while. To think how all my plans and schemes have gone wrong.
How I loved that boy, and trusted him and believed in him. How I
have gladdened my heart to think that after I was gone you would be
standing together in the old hall of Wyvern. And how he has turned
out——”
“No, no, uncle!” Alice burst out, “don't say anything against him—I
can't bear it, I can't bear it! I know it is so; but even now, though
I know it, though he says not a word, I don't believe it in my heart.
The Frank I loved—for I did love him, uncle—could not have done it,
I know he could not. You tell me he has. He does not answer. He tells
me so himself. Still I say he could not. Please don't speak against
him, uncle—please never mention him again. Let us think he is dead;
we can forgive the dead, you know. Let us think he died a month ago
when he said good-bye.”
“Ah, that mistake of mine,” the old man began, when Alice interrupted
him,—
“No, uncle, you must not think that—that pain is over long ago. I
did love him once, dearly, and I suffered, yes, I own I suffered,
when I found out I had deceived myself, but I had got over that. He
could never be anything to me, and I had taught myself to look upon
him as a dear friend, a brother. No, uncle, it is not the man I had
loved, but the brother I esteemed and trusted and believed in, whom I
am grieving for now.”
“It shall be as you like, dear,” her uncle said, kissing her. “And
now, when will you be ready to start?”
“The sooner the better, uncle. I have nothing to do but to pack up.
By the day after to-morrow I shall be quite ready.”
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