All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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question was once fairly raised in Stephen Walker's mind he set
himself to watch; but it was a long time after he did so before he
came to any conclusion upon the subject, still longer before he could
make up his mind to speak to her about it. One day, however, when he
came into the shop after a short absence on business, he found the
gentleman he suspected leaning on the counter talking confidentially
with Carry. At the sight of her father she started and coloured
painfully, while the gentleman rose hastily, saying,—
“I have a holiday you see, Mr. Walker.”
Mr. Walker made some general answer and passed into the inner room.
The gentleman left almost immediately; but Carry did not, as was
her custom, come into the parlour, but remained in the shop all the
afternoon. It was not until the shop was closed for the evening,
and Carry had taken her work and sat down, that father and daughter
were together alone. Even then Stephen Walker had difficulty in
approaching the subject, for Carry seemed to feel instinctively what
he wished to speak of, and endeavoured, by talking forcedly upon all
sorts of topics, to keep him from approaching it. At last he took
advantage of a momentary pause in her talk to begin.
“My dear Carry, you know very well that I love you dearly. I am a
poor, nervous creature, my dear, but I cannot but see that you are
not the same as you used to be.”
Carry, with a very pale face, laid down her work when her father
commenced, and she now interposed with a faint protest that she was
quite well.
“My dear Carry, I am not quite sure that I would not rather know
that you are not quite well. You may be, as you say, quite well
bodily; that is, you may be free from any actual illness, but you
are unquestionably changed, you are pale, and nervous, and out of
spirits; it follows then that your illness must be mental. Now, my
dear Carry, if you had a mother you would tell her, and she would
advise you and talk to you as I cannot do. You are very unfortunately
placed, dear—unfortunate in being so much alone, very unfortunate
that the only person upon whom you can rely is a poor nervous man
like myself. But do not think of this, Carry, only think that your
old father loves you with all his heart, only think that your
happiness is his only object in life, and open your heart to him,
dear, as you would to a mother.”
Carry was crying now, kneeling at her father's knees.
“Can't you tell me, Carry?”
She shook her head.
“Perhaps I can guess, dear. I have noticed for months how often Mr.
Bingham comes here, and I have seen you change colour when he comes
in. Is it he, Carry? Do you love him, my child?”
Carry was still crying, but after a pause she said, very low,
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