All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
Fiction
“I promised not to tell you, father, but as you have guessed, I can
speak. But please, please, do not let him see that you know. Yes,
father, I do love Mr. Bingham, and he loves me. He has told me so,
but he does not want anyone to know it, because he has no money
of his own, and we must wait. He has a very rich uncle, a Captain
Bradshaw, who lives in Lowndes Square, and who is going to leave
Mr. Bingham a great deal of money, but he dares not offend him by
marrying. He is very old, so we are going to wait. But I promised not
to tell you about it, father. Please do not let him know.”
Stephen Walker was silent for a little time, and then said,
“I wish, Carry, I had known it before. I should have warned—no, not
warned you, dear, but advised you against it before it was too late.
I do not like these long engagements, Carry. They seldom come to
anything. I know the world better than you do, my child. I have not
used my knowledge to much purpose as far as I myself am concerned,
still I can see clearly enough in your case. I had rather it had been
some young clerk, ay, Carry, or even an honest mechanic or small
tradesman that had asked for you. Still, dear, I do not wish to
blight your hopes, but do not build too much upon it; these things
seldom come off.”
“Oh, father,” Carry said, “would you not like to see me a lady, in
a house of my own, where you would always live with us, and have no
more care and trouble? Oh, father, I have thought of that so much.
And this, father, is quite, quite certain to come off.”
“Yes, my child, we always think so, and the disappointment is in
proportion to the hope. No, Carry, a long engagement is always bad;
but when the parties are in different stations of life the chances of
its being broken off are tenfold. However, Carry, we will hope for
the best. But be careful, my child, you know nothing of the world. Do
not encourage him to be here too much. Neighbours will get to talk of
it, and a good name is easily lost; and, although I know my little
Carry too well not to be able to trust her as well, ay, and very much
better, than myself, still, dear, you don't know the world and cannot
be too careful. If you had only had a mother——”
And here Stephen Walker's warnings were put a stop to, for Carry's
face, which had been bent down while he had been speaking, had become
deadly white; her hand was pressed against her heart, and with a half
sob, half cry, she leant forward; and her father, on stooping down,
found that she was insensible. Very poignant were Stephen Walker's
self-reproaches as he ran to get some water and endeavoured to bring
her round.
“That is just like me,” he muttered to himself, “frightening the poor
child, and telling her her love affair would come to nothing. As if
I could not see that she worried enough about it without my making
her worse. What an old fool I am, to be sure. And to think of her
fainting, too—dear, dear.”
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