All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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There was another who was watching Carry as closely and as anxiously
as did her father. She had been very restless lately, and had very
often gone into Mrs. Holl's for a chat. Mrs. Holl was frequently
out, and even when she was at home the conversation was principally
between Carry and the cripple lad. To him Carry was as an angel of
light. He almost worshipped her, and she knew it. Carry liked being
admired, it was her nature; she turned as naturally for admiration as
a flower for light. Besides, she pitied James. Had he been other than
he was, a helpless cripple, Carry might have tossed her head a little
loftily at the idea of an admirer who was an inmate of John Holl's
cottage. As it was, she knew that his feeling had no idea of self in
it, that it was as disinterested an attachment as that of a brother
for a sister. Accordingly, she was very kind to the poor lad; and,
indeed, enjoyed a chat with him greatly. He had read so much, and his
whole current of thought and his earnest talk were so different from
anything she ever met with elsewhere, that she could have listened to
him for hours with pleasure.
The cripple had noticed a change in Carry long before it had been
visible to her father, almost before she had become conscious of it
herself. At first it had been merely an occasional absent manner
while talking to him, a kindling of the eye, a little flush of
colour, as if she were thinking of some pleasant thing. Then James
had sighed deeply, for he felt that she was in love. It was a pain
to him to know that. He knew she could not be for him, he had never
thought it. But as long as she remained as she was he had at least
the pleasure of seeing her often, of knowing that she liked him very
much, that she pitied him, and accepted the homage which he paid her.
If she married, all this would be over. She would be no longer able
to come to see him; the visits which were the great happiness of his
life would cease, and in the love of a husband she would soon forget
the poor cripple, who would have gladly laid down his life to save
her a pang. But, as time went on, the change in Carry had deepened
and altered, and the lad saw that she was anxious and unhappy. James
in vain tried to find some solution of this. The wax-flowers made but
small progress, and the books on mathematics were laid aside. That
Carry should love anyone and not be loved in return seemed to him
impossible. She was so perfectly different from the few women he had
ever seen that he thought every one must see Carry in the light of
an exceptional being, as he did himself. What then could it be which
could make her unhappy?
A few days after her conversation with her father Carry went into the
Holls'. Mother was out, and the children were all away. Carry drew
up a chair to the side of the cripple's table, and, after the first
greeting, sat silently watching him as he worked. James broke the
silence by putting down his work and saying suddenly,—
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