All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
Fiction
At the appointed time Carry was walking restlessly backwards and
forwards in a retired part of Kensington Gardens. There the trees
grew thick and close, and through them the Long water could be
seen, with groups of children playing about and throwing food to
the waterfowl. Away to the right the band was playing, and through
the vista of the trees crowds of fashionably-dressed people could
be seen moving slowly to and fro. For some time no one came near
the solitary, restless figure. At last a man approached, whom she
recognised as far as she could see him. Then she stopped walking and
leaned against a tree, with her hand pressed upon her heart as if to
still its beating.
“You're early, Carry. It wants five minutes to the hour. Is anything
the matter?”
“Oh, Fred,” the girl panted out. “Father begins to suspect something;
he has been asking me questions about you, and he sees I am ill. Oh,
Fred, keep your promise to me. You know you swore it, swore it on the
Bible. You said that if your uncle lived, so that you could not marry
me publicly, you would marry me privately in a month. It is three
months now, Fred. Oh, dear, dear Fred, don't put me off any longer!”
“No, Carry, I will not; but you see I have not been able to arrange
matters. You see I never thought the old man would have held on so
long, and then we could have done it publicly; but, as it is, I will
see about getting it done privately.”
“You are not deceiving me, Fred? You have disappointed me so often.
Oh, Fred! if it is found out, what shall I do, what shall I do? I
would much rather die—oh, how much rather. Oh, Fred! marry me in
some out of the way chapel, anywhere. I swear to you that I will
never tell anyone but father till you give me leave, and we will go
away and live anywhere, so that it can never be found out. Only marry
me, Fred, so that I may be able to tell him I am a wife. If not, it
will kill him! Oh, Fred! dear, dear Fred, have pity upon me!”
“Now, my dear Carry, don't be unreasonable. You know how fond I am
of you, and you may be sure that I will keep my word and make it all
right. There, I promise you I will see about it at once, and in a few
days I will write and tell you what the arrangements are. It is no
use your fretting so, Carry, you only make yourself pale and ill.”
“I try not to, Fred; but oh, I am so, so miserable. I have to try to
talk and laugh, and to seem careless and happy, when God knows I am
wishing I was dead. I am obliged to listen and smile when my father
talks to me, and when every kind word hurts me so that I can hardly
help screaming out. I shall go mad, Fred, if it goes on much longer.
You have disappointed me week after week, and month after month;
and though I know so well how you love me, and that you are only
detained for a while from marrying me, still I can't help being very
miserable. But you will not this time, will you? You won't put me off
any more?” she said pleadingly.
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