All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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Stephen Walker made a gesture of assent, and Mrs. Holl went upstairs
to Carry's room. She knocked at first gently, and then more loudly.
There was no answer. Mrs. Holl was not a nervous woman, but she felt
frightened—she did not know of what. The fear of Stephen Walker had
infected her, and this strange silence made her as timid as he had
been. She tried the handle to see if the door was locked. It was not;
the door yielded to her touch, but it was with a nervous trembling
that Mrs. Holl pushed the door open, and entered. What she had
expected to see—what she was afraid of—she knew not, but no sight
could have affected her so much, not even the sight of the girl dead
in her bed, as did that deserted room, that unused bed, that letter
lying upon the table. Mrs. Holl saw the truth at once, and as she
thought of Carry, thought of the old man downstairs, she sat down,
and began to cry. Presently she heard a step on the stairs. What
should she say? how should she break it to him? She hurried out and
met him outside the door.
“Don't go in, don't go in; come downstairs, and I will tell you all
about it.”
“Is she——?”
He did not finish the question—indeed he had scarcely uttered the
words, but Mrs. Holl guessed them by the movement of his lips.
“No, she's not dead; she's not, indeed. Please, go down——”
But Stephen Walker pushed past her, and stood in the empty room. A
low cry broke from him, then his eye caught the letter on the table;
it was addressed to himself. He could not stand to read it; he sank
down in a chair. He opened the letter with trembling hands, but the
trembling ceased, and his figure seemed to stiffen into stone as he
read on—
“Father, father, what can I say to you—how can I write it? He has
married another; I saw it in the paper this evening; yet he promised,
promised over and over again to marry me. Only this morning I had a
letter from him saying he would marry me in three weeks, and when
he was writing it he must have been married already. I leave his
letter that you may see that I spoke truly when I said he promised
to marry me, and oh, father, I believed him so; I thought him true
and honourable, and oh, father, forgive me, forgive me, for I have
disgraced you. I cannot live, father, I cannot live with this shame.
When you receive this, Carry and her sins will be over. Oh, father,
forgive me. I know you will, and then God will forgive, too. I have
suffered so much, surely He will have pity on me. Father, do not
think of me as I have been for the last month. Try and think that
I died young; think of me as the little Carry who loved you so, so
much, and never remember the miserable girl who has brought shame
upon herself and you.”
Mrs. Holl was frightened at the ghastly pallor and the set rigid
expression which grew upon the old man's face as he read on. There he
sat still and immovable. When he had finished, his lips were livid,
and his eyes fixed.
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