All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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“Don't take on so, there's a dearie; let me pour you out a little
tea. You must not give way. If it is true, poor child, she's happy
now. Whatever has happened, she was as good a girl as ever lived, and
if she has sinned, she has suffered.” The old man did not seem to
hear that he was spoken to; and Mrs. Holl, feeling powerless before
this great grief, prepared to leave him to himself. First, however,
she reached down a Bible from the shelf, and placed it before him.
Then she said, “I will come in again this afternoon and see if I can
do anything for you. Keep your heart up, there's a dearie; do try
and think she was always a good girl, and that she is happy now, and
please try and read the good book; I've heard them say in church that
it binds up the bleeding heart.”
As Mrs. Holl turned to leave, Mr. Walker roused himself a little,
“Thank you,” he said, faintly; “Thank you, you are very good; will
you send the Policeman, the one I have met at your house, here? I
want him to search—,” and here he stopped. But Mrs. Holl understood
him; he wanted him to search for the body, and with a nod of assent,
for she could not speak, she turned and left him to his great sorrow.
Mrs. Holl hurried home, and then sitting down before the fire, and
covering her head again with her apron, she gave way to a great fit
of crying, to the astonishment and alarm of the cripple lad who was
the only inmate of the house.
“What is the matter, mother! what is the matter? Is anything wrong
with father or the children?”
Mrs. Holl shook her head, but continued to cry, silently rocking
herself backwards and forwards in her chair.
The cripple hastily wheeled his box to her side. “What is it, mother?
you frighten me.”
“Oh James!” she sobbed, finding words at last; “Carry Walker, poor
girl!”
“Yes mother, yes; what of her?” the cripple panted out.
“She has been deceived, my boy, by some villain, and has drowned
herself.”
The cripple gave a cry as of sharp pain. His mother looked round, and
read his secret in his face.
“Oh, my poor boy, my poor boy!” she cried, kneeling by his box, and
putting her arm round him. “To think of this. But it could not have
been, James; she never could have been for you. Don't take on, my
poor lad.”
“Oh mother, I never thought it!” he cried; “I never thought it;
but I loved her so, loved her with all my life, and to think—oh
Carry, Carry!” he broke out wildly; “oh that I who loved you so,
was helpless to protect you! oh that I must sit here and be able to
do nothing to avenge you—to think that you, so good, so kind, so
gentle, are gone—oh mother, mother! I shall go mad!”
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