All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
Fiction
In the meantime Stephen Walker sat alone in the little parlour
behind the empty shop, like one stunned, crouching silently by the
fire;—for although the autumn sun shone warm and bright, he was
chilled to the bone: so he sat from morning to night. He seldom
moved; he never spoke; he hardly even thought. He sat there in an
apathy of despair. Everything around remained as it had been left.
There was Carry's workbox. There in the window hung her birdcage,
with the canary, to which she would chirrup and sing, and which would
reply in such loud jubilant carollings; but the bird, missing its
mistress's presence and attention, had ceased to sing, and sat silent
upon its perch, a mere ball of rough disordered yellow feathers.
There at his feet was the stool upon which Carry was so fond of
sitting. Everything reminded him of her, but yet he could hardly
think of the past. He was too utterly crushed and hopeless to rouse
himself into active thought, but sat there hour after hour and day
after day, with the one despairing cry,—where was she, where was
she? That question to which no answer came.
Many of the neighbours would have gladly done any kind offices for
the old man in his trouble, but he would admit two only. One was
Mrs. Holl, who brought him in his meals, and stopped to see him eat
them—which he would not otherwise have done—talking to him in the
meantime, and trying, as she said, to comfort him up a bit. The
talking, however, was all upon her side, for Stephen Walker sat as
if he did not hear her, as if he was scarcely aware that she was in
the room. His only other visitor was A 56. These interviews were not
long ones. As the Policeman entered Stephen Walker would look up
with blood-shot eyes, and trembling lips, which could hardly frame
the words, “No news?” and would pause with almost more of fear than
of hope for an answer. But day after day A 56, with his usually set
face softened before this great sorrow, could only shake his head.
“No news to-day, Mr. Walker, and no news, you know, is good news;”
and then, after a few more cheery words which the bent-down figure
before him seemed not to hear, the Policeman would turn quietly, and
go off to his duty. But one day the Policeman's step was less firm
than usual, and his face was very grave and serious. Almost before
he entered the room Stephen Walker felt instinctively that this time
there was something to tell. He rose from his chair, made a step
forward, leaned one hand upon the table for support, and held the
other before him as if to ward off a blow.
“What is it?” he asked, almost in a whisper.
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