All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
Fiction
believed even now that she knew something of Frank, and, woman like,
was disposed to throw the blame anywhere so that the weight upon
him might be lightened. She repeated to herself, woman's usual cry
under the circumstances, it must have been her fault; Frank may have
been wrong, and foolish, and weak, but he never, never, could be so
deliberately wicked as they say he is.
“Poor thing!” Alice thought; “it is very sad to think such a thing
now she is dead; but she must have been partly to blame, and to
shield herself, she has invented this story of Frank promising to
marry her at his uncle's death.”
This story Alice elaborated gradually in the intervals of throbbing
pain in her temples, and having once elaborated clung to. Not, as
she told herself, that it could make any difference to her. He was
married, and she should never see him again, for she was certain
that her uncle would keep his word. Still, now she might think of
him sometimes, with sorrow and regret and pain, but without absolute
horror. Her idol was terribly cracked and flawed, indeed, but it had
not absolutely fallen to pieces. And having at last persuaded herself
that it must be so, she fell asleep just as morning was breaking.
For the next three days Alice kept her room, completely prostrated
with headache, and feeling altogether unequal to going downstairs to
talk upon different matters with her uncle. Still she clung to the
belief that the version of the story she had imagined to herself,
would turn out to be correct, and that Frank could not have been to
blame as her uncle believed. The more she thought of his character
ever since she had known him, the more positive she felt of his, at
any rate, comparative innocence. Oh, if she could but find out the
truth! and to do this there was but one way,—namely, to see Stephen
Walker himself. She might then find out what foundation he had for
his charges, whether he had absolute proof that Frank had promised
to marry his daughter, or whether it was merely the poor girl's own
assertion.
It was a strange step, perhaps, for her to take, but Alice rather
despised conventionalities, and determined that she would not allow
Frank to rest under this dreadful accusation, if she could clear
it up. Besides, it would be another fortnight before Frank could
arrive, and have an opportunity of clearing himself, and Alice, in
her state of restless anxiety, felt that she could not wait for
another fortnight. She resolved upon saying nothing to her uncle; so
after he had gone to his club, she went up and put on her things,
and telling the footman to follow her, started for New Street.
Greatly disappointed was she upon finding the shop shut up; but being
told that Mrs. Holl of 18, Moor Street, was likely to know Stephen
Walker's address, she went there, followed in some wonderment by her
attendant.
Mrs. Holl was, as usual, at home, but was unable to give Alice any
intelligence as to Stephen Walker.
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