All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 3 of 3Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 3 of 3
Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
Fiction
“No, no, James, I am foolish, that’s all. And now, James, I will tell
you a secret. Once I loved Frank Maynard, loved him with all my heart. I
thought he loved me, but it was all a mistake. You understand, James, he
was not the least to blame. Well, when I found out my mistake I tried
hard to cure myself, and had come, when he married, to look upon him
quite like a brother. Well, James, we found out—at least uncle found
out, and told me—that he was not what we had thought him, and that he
had done a very wicked thing. I can’t tell you what it was, James. Well,
uncle wrote to him, and he never answered, never tried even to excuse
himself. It was so bad a thing, James, we could never esteem him or know
him again. It almost broke uncle’s heart, and it made me suffer very
much too, James, just as if it had really been a brother who had done
it. When we heard he had lost all his money, we sent some to a bank for
him without saying who it came from; but I suppose he guessed and so
would not accept it—anyhow he sent it back. I know he is very poor, and
that it must be dreadful to be under Fred Bingham. Everyone speaks well
of Frank. Mr. Prescott likes him so much, you tell me how kind he was,
and I know, yes I know, how frank and straight-forward and true he was,
James, and I do so wish it could be made up and forgiven. He has been
punished, and his conscience must have punished him more than uncle’s
anger could do, but we ought not to cast him out all his life for one
sin, I was as angry and sorry as uncle was at first, James, but I do so
grieve over it, I do so fret when I think of him, and how he wants a
friend now. I cannot ask uncle to forgive him. I have been as hard as he
has, but would you, James? He will not refuse you anything; you could
put it on the ground of what he did for your aunt when she was in
distress. Poor Frank, I do feel for him so.”
And Alice, who had tried hard to speak steadily, again broke down.
“Certainly I will ask it, Alice. I do not think my grandfather will
refuse me,” and James sat for some time with a look of sad thought on
his face. “I will speak to him to-night, after dinner.”
After dinner, accordingly, James refused to go upstairs as usual with
Alice, and had his chair wheeled close to his grandfather. For some time
they talked upon ordinary subjects, and then there was a pause. James
sat toying with a dessert-knife in his thin hands, and coughed once or
twice with the short hacking cough that went to his listener’s heart.
“May I tell you a story, grandfather?”
“Certainty, James,” Captain Bradshaw said.
“Some time ago, uncle, nearly three years now, I was at work at my
flower-making, you know, when a very tall, good-looking gentleman, came
in about some business with mother. He was very kind, and talked for
some time in a bright, cheery way. He bought some of my flowers, and
sent me down a great box of books to study.”
“God bless him!” Captain Bradshaw said, interjectionally.
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