All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 3 of 3Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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All But Lost: A Novel. Vol. 3 of 3
Henty, G. A. (George Alfred)
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“Yes,” Alice said, “we know your sad history, and how you must have
suffered. Still we say, will you come? Your father can surely spare you
for a little, and you can if you like come back here every night. If you
have any other ties—” and she hesitated.
“No, Miss Heathcote,” Carry said in a low voice; “my child died a year
since. I will come to you; and, oh, thank you for speaking so kindly as
you have done,” and her eyes filled with tears.
“And now,” Alice said, “I must ask, and I beg of you to answer me,
painful as it is to both of us, a few questions about that wretched
time. All we know is, that your father called upon my uncle, and accused
his nephew of having deceived and deserted you, and said that he had
seen your body.”
“He thought so, Miss Heathcote, but it was not. God spared me that sin.
I went out blind and despairing when I read that he was married. I went
out to drown myself; but when I got to the river, I thought of my
father’s agony, and I felt he would forgive me; and though I would
rather, oh, how much rather, have died, I resolved for his sake to live.
But it was too much for me, and I was taken ill; I think I went out of
my mind for a while, and came to myself in a hospital. Then I wrote to
my father, and he came to me. We went down to Weymouth first, and took a
shop there. Baby was born there. People thought I was a widow, and were
very kind; but when baby died, I did not like it, and came here six
months ago.”
“And now I must ask you a more painful question. You do not know the
sorrow and misery this has caused me. He was to me as a brother, to my
uncle as a son. We have never seen him since. He has been ruined, and
has gone out to Australia to work for his living. Now that we know you
are living, we can forgive him, but I esteemed him and thought so highly
of him, that I would so like to know if there is not some little
palliation. You will tell me, Carry?” and she took her hand in her
earnestness. “For God’s sake tell me the truth, even if it is against
yourself. I do so want, when I see him again, to find that though he has
sinned, I may yet esteem him somewhat as I used to do. Was it in a
moment of madness, or did he solemnly promise to marry you?”
Alice awaited the reply with an intense anxiety upon her face. Carry was
very pale, and was a moment before she answered.
“Miss Heathcote, I wish I could tell you that it was as you hope. I have
forgiven him, and wish him no ill. But it was not so. He over and over
again promised to marry me. He swore it on the Bible. He said if his
uncle did not die in a month or two, as he expected, he would marry me
privately. I can show you his letter,” she added; “I have it still.”
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