All for a Scrap of Paper: A Romance of the Present WarHocking, Joseph
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All for a Scrap of Paper: A Romance of the Present War
Hocking, Joseph
World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
"If what? Tell me who--if you think it fair of me to ask."
"Can't you guess?"
"There can be no one, except--I say, Nancy, you can't mean Nancarrow?"
She nodded her head.
"But, Nancy--that--that----"
"Don't, please. I loved him--at least I thought I did, and--and we
were engaged. If--if--that is, but for the war, he would have spoken
to father by this time, and--and everything would have been made known.
When--he played the coward, I found out my mistake, and I told him so."
"Great heavens, yes! It was, of course, only a foolish fancy. A girl
like you could never seriously care for that class of man."
"I am ashamed of myself when I think of him," and Nancy's voice was
hoarse as she spoke. "In a way I feel contaminated. If there is
anything under heaven that I despise, it's a coward. I want to forget
that I--I ever thought of him. I want to drive him from my mind."
"And that is what keeps you from promising me anything. But surely you
do not care for him now. Why--why, you couldn't! The fellow who could
show the white feather at such a time as this, and then try and cover
up his cowardice by all that religious humbug, is not of your class,
Nancy. He's a rank outsider. I'm sorry I was ever friends with him.
Your father told me he was mad with himself for ever allowing him
inside the house."
"That's why I'm so ashamed of----"
"We'll drive him from our minds, Nancy. There, he's done with. He's
not worthy of a thought. You owe it to yourself, to your name, your
country, to banish it from your mind."
For the moment Nancy was angry with Trevanion. She wanted to defend
Bob. She wanted to tell him that Bob was braver than he. But she
could not. She had spoken truly when she said that she was ashamed of
herself for having allowed herself to think of him.
"Give me even the shadow of a promise," went on Trevanion, "and all
thought of him will be for ever gone."
"No," said Nancy, "I can promise nothing--now."
"But will you try--to--to care for me?"
"Yes," said the girl, "I'll promise that, if--if it will be of any
comfort to you."
"I don't fear now," cried Trevanion. "Everything will be right. What
you have been telling me is nothing--just a passing fancy which will
be--nothing. Give me a kiss, Nancy, and----"
"No," said the girl, and she shrank back almost instinctively, "not
that; but the other--yes, I'll promise to try."
"I'm the happiest man in England with only that," laughed Trevanion;
"what shall I be when--when the war is over, and I come back to claim
my own. I shall find you waiting for me, shan't I?"
"I--I don't know. I may not come back. It what the papers say is
true, even the nurses are not safe."
"But have you really settled to go abroad as a nurse?"
"I thought you understood that when you were here last. I go to London
the day after to-morrow, and in a week from now I expect to be in one
of the French hospitals."
"I had hoped you'd given up that," said the Captain moodily.
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