All for a Scrap of Paper: A Romance of the Present WarHocking, Joseph
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All for a Scrap of Paper: A Romance of the Present War
Hocking, Joseph
World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
"He doesn't tell me he is glad to see me," she reflected. "Of course,
he hates me now. How can it be otherwise? When we last met, I was
just cruel to him, and I hurt him all I was able."
"I am so glad you are better," she said aloud.
"It's awfully good of you. Won't you sit down?"
They might have been mere acquaintances from the way they spoke, but
each felt that the moment was tragic.
"The doctor tells me that in a week, or a fortnight at the outside, I
shall be ready to go back," Bob continued. "There's nothing the matter
with me now, except weakness."
He knew that all this was not what he wanted to say, or what he ought
to say, but somehow the right words would not come. He felt awkward
and constrained in her presence. "If she's engaged to Trevanion," he
reflected, "it must be painful for her to see me. I wonder if she
knows nothing about Trevanion. I wonder if--if she knows what I did."
Nancy did not sit down as he had asked her, but stood awkwardly; she
was picking a scrap of lint to pieces, nervously, and with twitching
fingers.
"Bob," she said presently, "I want you to forgive me. I insulted you
down in Cornwall--you remember that night at the Public Hall. You see,
I didn't know that you intended to enlist."
"I didn't," replied Bob; "nothing was further from my mind than
enlisting at that moment."
Everything seemed unreal between them. Neither of them was saying what
was in their hearts; they seemed to be speaking only for the purpose of
making conversation.
"Have you seen Captain Trevanion?" he asked, after an awkward silence.
"I heard--that is, I was given to understand, he was wounded; not
dangerously, you know, but still, wounded. The doctor assured me he
would get better."
He saw a quick flush rise to the girl's pale face, as he spoke; he saw
her lips tremble too, but she did not answer him. His heart became as
heavy as lead: "Then it is true," he reflected. "Mother was right;
they are engaged. Still, I must bear up as best I can. I will not
give her pain by telling her what it means to me."
"Oh, Bob, will you forgive me?" she burst out suddenly.
"I--of course, there's nothing to forgive," he answered. "What have I
to forgive?"
"I called you a coward," she cried; "I insulted you, and all the time
you were braver than I dreamed of. Why, you actually saved him, and in
doing so you risked your life in the most horrible way. It was
wonderful of you--just wonderful; and I--I---- Oh, I'm so ashamed,
Bob!"
"I see what she means," thought Bob; "she's trying to tell me how
thankful she is to me for having saved her lover for her."
"I hope you are not worrying about that," he said, and by this time he
was able to speak calmly. "I was awfully lucky, and, after all, it was
not so difficult; I came back quite safe--not a shot touched me."
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