All for a Scrap of Paper: A Romance of the Present WarHocking, Joseph
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All for a Scrap of Paper: A Romance of the Present War
Hocking, Joseph
World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
"Yes," he replied, "Proctor told me. He was at Clifton with me, you
know, and Trevanion told him."
"Did Mr. Proctor say that?"
"I think so--yes; and then, as soon as mother heard I was here, she
wrote to me and told me about it. I suppose your father is very
pleased?"
"How he must hate me!" she thought. "It is only a few weeks ago since
I promised to be his wife, and then only a week or two later I insulted
him, and now he thinks I am engaged to Captain Trevanion. How mean,
how contemptible he must think me! He must look upon me as a common
flirt; he must believe that my promises to him were just a mockery; it
is no wonder he speaks to me like that, and I--oh, I wish I could tell
him!"
A French soldier hobbled across the open space. "If you please,
mademoiselle, you're wanted," he said; "another train load of wounded
men has just arrived, and all the nurses are needed." He saluted Bob,
who wore his lieutenant's uniform, and then he hobbled away again.
"This war is a terrible business, isn't it?" he queried, and there was
a plaintive smile on his lips.
"It has upset everything, just everything; I hate it!" she cried--"I
hate it! Oh, Bob, don't you feel how I hate it?"
She wanted him to understand more than her words conveyed; wanted him
to feel that it was not the horrors of the war that moved her so
greatly, but the fact that it had separated them.
"Yes, I know what you feel," said Bob; "but you must go through with
it, Nancy. I'm sure you will be brave. When it is over, your reward
will come. There--go back, and don't mind me."
"I won't go back!" she cried. "Bob, you can't forgive me, because I
was so mean, so contemptible; I called you a coward; I insulted you;
I--I . . . and now you can't forgive me--and I don't wonder."
"That was nothing," said Bob. "Of course, I did seem like a coward, I
suppose, and I don't wonder at your doing what you did; but that's
nothing. You'll be happy when it's all over; and really, he's a fine
soldier, Nancy; and a fine fellow too; all his men just worship him."
"Oh, Bob, can't you understand?" her voice was almost inaudible.
"Yes, yes, I understand, but don't trouble about me one little bit; I
shall be all right. There--go now, they want you."
"Do you really wish me to go, Bob?"
"Of course I do; it's your duty, and duty is everything in these days;
it's hard and stern now, but by and by it'll become joyful."
"And when the war is over?" she stammered--"I--I . . ."
"It won't be over yet for a long time; still, we must keep a brave
heart. You remember those lines of William Blake, Nancy? I used to
laugh at them because he mixed his metaphors, but I see their meaning
now:
"I will not cease from mental strife,
Nor shall the sword sleep in my hand,
Till I have built Jerusalem,
In England's good and pleasant land."
There, get back Nancy; perhaps we shall see each other again, before I
go?"
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