All quiet on the Western FrontRemarque, Erich Maria
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All quiet on the Western Front
Remarque, Erich Maria
War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
The door of the court-yard stands open. Our boots make a great
clatter. The house door opens, a chink of light shines through and a
woman cries out in a scared voice.
"Ssh, ssh! camerade--bon ami--" we say, and show our packages
protestingly.
The other two are now on the scene, the door opens wide and the light
floods over us. They recognize us and all three burst into laughter
at our appearance. They rock and sway in the doorway, they laugh so
much. How supple their movements are!
"Un moment--" They disappear and throw us bits of clothing which we
gladly wrap round ourselves. Then we venture in. A small lamp burns
in the room, which is warm and smells a little of perfume. We unwrap
our parcels and hand them over to the women. Their eyes shine, it is
obvious that they are hungry.
Then we all become rather embarrassed. Leer makes the gestures of
eating, and then they come to life again and bring out plates and
knives and fall to on the food, and they hold up every slice of
liver-sausage and admire it before they eat it, and we sit proudly by.
They overwhelm us with their chatter;--we understand very little of
it, but we listen and the words sound friendly. No doubt we all look
very young. The little brunette strokes my hair and says what all
the French women say: "La guerre--grand malheur--pauvres garçons----"
I hold her arm tightly and press my lips into the palm of her hand.
Her fingers close round my face. Close above me are her bewildering
eyes, the soft brown of her skin and her red lips. Her mouth speaks
words I do not understand. Nor do I fully understand her eyes; they
seem to say more than we anticipated when we came here.
There are other rooms adjoining. In passing I see Leer, he has made
a great hit with the blonde. And he knows it, too. But I--I am lost
in remoteness, in weakness, and in a passion to which I yield myself
trustingly. My desires are strangely compounded of yearning and
misery. I feel giddy, there is nothing here that a man can hold on
to. We have left our boots at the door, they have given us slippers
instead, and now nothing remains to recall for me the assurance and
self-confidence of the soldier: no rifle, no belt, no tunic, no cap.
I let myself drop into the unknown, come what may--yet, in spite of
all, I feel somewhat afraid.
The little brunette contracts her brows when she is thinking; but
when she talks they are still. And often the sound does not quite
become a word but suffocates or floats away over me half-finished; an
arch, a pathway, a comet. What have I known of it--what do I know of
it?--The words of this foreign tongue, that I hardly understand, they
caress me to a quietness, in which the room grows dim, and dissolves
in the half light, and only the face above me lives and is clear.
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