All quiet on the Western FrontRemarque, Erich Maria
History
All quiet on the Western Front
Remarque, Erich Maria
War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
As we drink, I look at each of them in turn. Albert sits beside me
and smokes, he is silent, we have always been together;--opposite
squats Kat, with his drooping shoulders, his broad thumb, and calm
voice--Müller with the protruding teeth and the booming laugh; Tjaden
with his mousey eyes;--Leer who has grown a full beard and looks at
least forty.
Over us hangs a dense cloud of smoke. Where would a soldier be
without tobacco. The canteen is his refuge, and beer is far more
than a drink, it is a token that a man can move his limbs and stretch
in safety. We do it ceremonially, we stretch our legs out in front
of us and spit deliberately, that is the only way. How it all rises
up before a man when he is going away the next morning!
At night we go again to the other side of the canal. I am almost
afraid to tell the little brunette that I am going away, and when I
return we will certainly be far away from here; we will never see one
another again. But she merely nods and takes no special notice. At
first I am at a loss to understand, then it suddenly dawns on me.
Yes, Leer is right: if I were going up to the front, then she would
have again called me "pauvre garçon"; but merely going on leave--she
does not want to hear about that, that is not nearly so interesting.
May she go to the devil with her chattering talk. A man dreams of a
miracle and wakes up to loaves of bread.
Next morning, after I have been de-loused, I go to the rail head.
Albert and Kat come with me. At the halt we learn that it will be a
couple of hours yet before the train leaves. The other two have to
go back to duty. We take leave of one another.
"Good luck, Kat; good luck, Albert."
They go off and wave once or twice. Their figures dwindle. I know
their every step and movement; I would recognize them at any
distance. Then they disappear. I sit down on my pack and wait.
Suddenly I become filled with a consuming impatience to be gone.
* *
I lie down on many a station platform; I stand before many a
soup-kitchen; I squat on many a bench;--then at last the landscape
becomes gloomy, mysterious, and familiar. It glides past the western
windows with its villages, their thatched roofs like caps, pulled
over the white-washed, half-timbered houses, its corn-fields,
gleaming like mother-of-pearl in the slanting light, its orchards,
its barns and old lime trees.
The names of the stations begin to take on meaning and my heart
trembles. The train stamps and stamps onward, I stand at the window
and hold on to the frame. These names mark the boundaries of my
youth.
Smooth meadows, fields, farm-yards; a solitary team moves against the
sky-line along the road that runs parallel to the horizon--a barrier,
before which peasants stand waiting, girls waving, children playing
on the embankment, roads, leading into the country, smooth roads
without artillery.
It is evening, and if the train did not rattle I should cry out. The
plain unfolds itself.
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