All quiet on the Western FrontRemarque, Erich Maria
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All quiet on the Western Front
Remarque, Erich Maria
War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Now suddenly I begin to tremble; something might happen in the
interval. I think no more of the dead man, he is of no consequence
to me now. With one bound the lust to live flares up again and
everything that has filled my thoughts goes down before it. Now,
merely to avert any ill-luck, I babble mechanically: "I will fulfil
everything, fulfil everything I have promised you----" but already I
know that I shall not do so.
Suddenly it occurs to me that my own comrades may fire on me as I
creep up; they do not know I am coming. I will call out as soon as I
can so that they will recognize me. I will stay lying in front of
the trench until they answer me.
The first star. The front remains quiet. I breathe deeply and talk
to myself in my excitement: "No foolishness now, Paul--Quiet, Paul,
quiet--then you will be saved, Paul." When I use my Christian name
it works as though someone else spoke to me, it has more power.
The darkness grows. My excitement subsides, I wait cautiously until
the first rocket goes up. Then I crawl out of the shell-hole. I
have forgotten the dead man. Before me lies the on-coming night and
the pale gleaming field. I fix my eye on a shell-hole; the moment
the light dies I scurry over into it, grope farther, spring into the
next, duck down, scramble onward.
I come nearer. There, by the light of a rocket I see something move
in the wire, then it stiffens and lies still. Next time I see it
again, yes, they are men from our trench. But I am suspicious until
I recognize our helmets. Then I call. And immediately an answer
rings out, my name: "Paul--Paul----"
I call again in answer. It is Kat and Albert who have come out with
a stretcher to look for me.
"Are you wounded?"
"No, no----"
We drop into the trench. I ask for something to eat and wolf it
down. Müller gives me a cigarette. In a few words I tell what
happened. There is nothing new about it; it happens quite often.
The night attack is the only unusual feature of the business. In
Russia Kat once lay for two days behind the enemy lines before he
could make his way back.
I do not mention the dead printer.
But by next morning I can keep it to myself no longer. I must tell
Kat and Albert. They both try to calm me. "You can't do anything
about it. What else could you have done? That is what you are here
for."
I listen to them and feel comforted, reassured by their presence. It
was mere drivelling nonsense that I talked out there in the
shell-hole.
"Look there for instance," points Kat.
On the fire-step stand some snipers. They rest their rifles with
telescopic sights on the parapet and watch the enemy front. Once and
again a shot cracks out.
Then we hear the cry: "That's found a billet!" "Did you see how he
leapt in the air?" Sergeant Oellrich turns round proudly and scores
his point. He heads the shooting list for to-day with three
unquestionable hits.
"What do you say to that?" asks Kat.
I nod.
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